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MichaelMySoul
07-07-2009, 05:48 PM
I held myself together the entire morning, through the family funeral seen on helicopters cameras... Through when Michaels casket was brought up on stage...

But when Queen Latifah stated talking I couldnt hold it together anymore...

Its finally happening.. Its really true... I cant hold back the tears anymore...

LindaC781
07-07-2009, 05:49 PM
I'm crying too hun...here's a cyber-hug for you....

iboz75
07-07-2009, 05:54 PM
for me it happened when lionel richie started to sing. You know, this just isn't right. Michael should not be dead. This shouldn't be happening.

Seeress
07-07-2009, 05:54 PM
I'm crying too. Hugs all around. They're celebrating his life magnificently. But it's just too real. Let it out dear - it's better that way.

s_o_s7
07-07-2009, 05:55 PM
We are all crying.
We need to cry.
:-( .

iboz75
07-07-2009, 05:56 PM
I just have that feeling of wanting to die again. I just want to die! This isn't fair!

Glanni
07-07-2009, 05:58 PM
i started crying when mariah sang.. it was great. simply great.

adamschoales
07-07-2009, 05:58 PM
Hugs and love to all. Im fighting tears back as much as possible!

iboz75
07-07-2009, 05:59 PM
He shouldn't be dead! This shouldn't be real!!!!!!

Sarah.lovess.MJ
07-07-2009, 06:00 PM
Damn its hard not to cry, thought i was over that :( its such a beautiful service!!

Momma Shannon
07-07-2009, 06:04 PM
We need to find strength now. Together we will get though this. We must continue on to share Michael's love, his message and his dreams with the world.

MichaelMySoul
07-07-2009, 06:07 PM
OMG.. the screen play of showing Michaels videos...... OMG...

MichaelMySoul
07-07-2009, 06:08 PM
Oh my.. Stevie Wonder... Im crying again!!!!!

Rasta Pasta
07-07-2009, 06:12 PM
I am sitting in my office bawling my eyes out...it started when Queen Latifa read that Maya Angelou poem.........................oh my goodness

MichaelMySoul
07-07-2009, 06:16 PM
I started crying hysterically when Stevie Wonder started to speak and then sing.. The piano... Oh my god....

missing mike
07-07-2009, 07:09 PM
I've been crying on and off since Micheal's passing...but I broke down when I saw Micheal's casket being put into the hearse. Now I'm bawling usher is singing gone too soon.

Tamou
07-07-2009, 07:10 PM
You're not alone, sweetie. *hug*
Ushers song is very sad, as well... :cry:

mjsgirl4eva
07-07-2009, 07:14 PM
i am crying i can't believe this is real it feels like it is a nightmare i want michael back

missing mike
07-07-2009, 07:19 PM
i am crying i can't believe this is real it feels like it is a nightmare i want michael back

I would give up everything I've got , if we could have him back. I loved, loves him

Dorian
07-07-2009, 07:20 PM
This still looks surreal for me...shamone...I wait for him to come and make the thriller dance...

I guess this is it.....

I love you all...you are not alone!

Catherine_Jackson
07-07-2009, 07:26 PM
I didn't cry when they bought out his casket, I thought I would. I was sitting watching with mum, then the choir sang then bought him out, I had to run upstairs I just broke down uncontrollably. I hated to see and didn't want to see this day come, him gone too soon. I just haven't stopped crying. Hugs to everyone xxxxxx

smooth_criminal05
07-07-2009, 07:26 PM
Who;s that blonde singing we are the world? I swear it was Avril Lavigne or someone who looks damn similar to her.

Screamin
07-07-2009, 07:36 PM
As soon as they showed the coffin i went!

Dorian
07-07-2009, 07:37 PM
Who;s that blonde singing we are the world? I swear it was Avril Lavigne or someone who looks damn similar to her.

I think she is MJ's guitarist.

mjsgirl4eva
07-07-2009, 07:44 PM
after seeing his daughter paris talk i broke down in tears that was so sad to her cry

Onlymjj
07-07-2009, 07:45 PM
Oh God Paris just broke my heart and tears came down!

Amber Dawn
07-07-2009, 07:46 PM
I kept it together until the children came up on stage.... I feel so empty inside right now

Kuzeh
07-07-2009, 07:47 PM
Shit I'm crying like a little girl now...
damn...

Michaelrcks
07-07-2009, 07:47 PM
I cried it was just so heartbreaking but he is not really gone Michael I love you so much

aganim
07-07-2009, 07:48 PM
I started crying when Paris appeared...

DJ Spins the sounds
07-07-2009, 07:49 PM
Poor paris, that took some courage, god bless his children, such a beautiful memorial to michael.

82Thriller84
07-07-2009, 07:53 PM
Oh God Paris just broke my heart and tears came down!

Me too that was soooo sweet!!!!! I can't believe how sweet and how much blanket looks like Michael, and prince seemed to be keeping it together well, they're just so sweet.

There were bitS there that were very beautiful....I loved what Magic had to say and I loved what berry Gordy also said that the king of pop was too limiting and that Michael is the Greatest Entertainer Who EVER Lived! AMEN.

:cry:Oh Why did this happen! I Can't take it. :cry: :boohoo:

Dorian
07-07-2009, 07:53 PM
My heart was broken when I saw here...

I am alive and I am here forever!

pug
07-07-2009, 07:56 PM
I hope the bill submitted to the House of Representatives to commemorate Michael Jackson passes and we should get behind it to support it.

MJstarlight
07-07-2009, 07:57 PM
I cant stop crying.. poor Paris :(
god bless her

MichaelYoureAStud
07-07-2009, 08:18 PM
I wish Michael could have stayed and raised his children longer. After all, he wanted nothing more than to be a father.

TialovesMJ
07-07-2009, 08:19 PM
I wish Michael could have stayed and raised his children longer. After all, he wanted nothing more than to be a father.


I know :(

quixotica
07-07-2009, 08:21 PM
I only watched the last hour of the memorial. Marlon and Paris' words broke my heart.

angelofinnocence
07-07-2009, 08:24 PM
when queen Latifah spoke that was me.

CarverShaman
07-07-2009, 08:24 PM
My heart is broken. Completly broken. I almost cried too when Marlon and Paris spoke. =(

God bless his family and children. May God be with you, Michael.

MichaelMySoul
07-07-2009, 08:28 PM
Oh my god.. My eyes are so swollen from crying...

When Usher sang ''Gone too Soon'' I just broke down immediately, I cried even more when Usher started crying.. And when Marlon broke down during his speech I cried even more.. And when Paris got up and talked about her daddy Michael I swear I cried so hard even the neighbours heard me....

Miss_star
07-07-2009, 08:29 PM
That was such a wonderful service, I am crying my eyes out too :( Massive love and hugs to you all :better:

Stevie Wonder was awesome....when little Paris spoke, my heart broke even more, right there :cry:

MJKing985
07-07-2009, 08:32 PM
i cried when they brought in the casket and the choir started singing as well as when Paris came on to speak, We love you Mike! :(

IAte58Crayons
07-07-2009, 08:38 PM
I was there in person. I just couldn't believe that my boy, our boy, was in that golden box. I stared at it almost the entire time in tears. This just can't be true! I'm crying like a baby right now. This is the worst pain I've ever felt, you guys, and I'd consider myself to be a trooper. :cry::cry::cry:

Mechi
07-07-2009, 08:40 PM
I don't even try to controll my tears... we need to live this pain...

Whoa182
07-07-2009, 08:40 PM
My heart is broken. Completly broken. I almost cried too when Marlon and Paris spoke. =(

Same for me too :'(

MissJohnnyJackson
07-07-2009, 08:40 PM
I wanna DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :cry:

God, this is too much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want to be with him... :cry:

I can't breath...

Mechi
07-07-2009, 08:45 PM
I wanna DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :cry:

God, this is too much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want to be with him... :cry:

I can't breath...

We're here with you! Try not to panic... We're all in this together. Try to get controll over your breathing... if needed breathe into a paper bag for a while. You need to calm down. Think of the three kids how calm they've been.
Is there anyone close you can reach for help where you are please try to call someone?

Cheeko
07-07-2009, 08:49 PM
I cried..
ushers performance got me upset..
and then shaheens too knowing he was gnna perform with MJ wow..
I cried right near the end.. esp paris bit..
Wow i just can't believe it
but it was a fitting tribute for MJ..

as sick as this sounds a part of me wanting MJ to come out of the coffin and do thriller... I guess i still felt he was alive or wish he was.....

but wow final goodbye..

and OH MY GOSH Jermaine performance! wow i was in tears then..

in other words the whole thing really hit me... the last week and a half has been weird ive been feeling numb about the whole thing but today it really has sunk in that his gone...

Experience the magic
07-07-2009, 08:52 PM
When Usher sang ''Gone too Soon'' I just broke down immediately, I cried even more when Usher started crying.. And when Marlon broke down during his speech I cried even more.. And when Paris got up and talked about her daddy Michael I swear I cried so hard even the neighbours heard me.... Those three things were my key moments aswell. First Usher, then Marlon and then Paris. Bless them all.


I hope the bill submitted to the House of Representatives to commemorate Michael Jackson passes and we should get behind it to support it. hear hear!


I was there in person. I just couldn't believe that my boy, our boy, was in that golden box. I stared at it almost the entire time in tears. This just can't be true! I'm crying like a baby right now. This is the worst pain I've ever felt, you guys, and I'd consider myself to be a trooper. :cry::cry::cry: You are a trooper! Thank you for sharing your experience with us. It was tremendously touching to see on television, I cannot even begin to imagine how the atmosphere must've been like at the staples. We are here for you ok!

MissJohnnyJackson
07-07-2009, 08:55 PM
We're here with you! Try not to panic... We're all in this together. Try to get controll over your breathing... if needed breathe into a paper bag for a while. You need to calm down. Think of the three kids how calm they've been.
Is there anyone close you can reach for help where you are please try to call someone?

No, I'm talking with my best friend on the phone... and we are both can't stop crying...

I SWEAR I never had so much pain - as I have now. :cry:

I think when Paris talk - I was so close to get a heart attack as well.

I want him to hug me and telling me that it will be O.K.

But he is not here!!!!!!!!!! :cry:

I can't believe to what I just saw.. I don't want to say goodbye..

He need to return to the stage in 6 days!!!!!

That's CAN'T be true. :cry:

Ho GOD, please STOP this horrible pain..
I don't want to suffer anymore.. please.. :cry::cry::cry:

georegwhufc
07-07-2009, 08:57 PM
I was ok until they played michael's speaking part in will you be there.. i started crying there, and calmed down until usher came out and sung gone too song... such a fitting song! "born to amuse, inspire and delight, here one day, gone one night" :( and then the end with marlon and paris i went again.. only just calmed down.

i love you mj

athina_livadi
07-07-2009, 08:57 PM
I cannot stop crying....God my God!!!

Mechi
07-07-2009, 08:58 PM
it's ok... talk with your friend... the horrible pain will not stay forever... I don't know when it will be gone... I don't even know when it will get easier... but I know this pain will not stay. Just please hold on. Talk to your friend will help already for sure... just cry together... that at least feels closer than crying online with all of us. But please feel you don't have to go through this alone. We're all here.

mjlovergurl003
07-07-2009, 09:00 PM
I know how you all feel right now! I cried through almost the whole thing. I lost it when they carried Michael's casket out and layed it out for the world to see. I cant believe michael is gone!!! I want him back!! why did this happen? why is he gone??? Why!!!! i cant imagine life without him!! Why did he have to go!!!!

I couldnt stop crying when they played michael's speaking verse in "will you be there" and when Usher sang "gone too soon". the tears wont stop and i just cant believe this is real.Paris broke my heart when she spoke. that poor little girl! i just wanted to hug her!

wendy2004
07-07-2009, 09:05 PM
I can't believe there's still any tears left. Just when I think I've cried out, they'll show one of the performances or moments from the memorial on tv that sets me off again. My chest hurts, my head hurts, my face hurts. I'm an aching mess. :(

IAte58Crayons
07-07-2009, 09:05 PM
Those three things were my key moments aswell. First Usher, then Marlon and then Paris. Bless them all.

hear hear!

You are a trooper! Thank you for sharing your experience with us. It was tremendously touching to see on television, I cannot even begin to imagine how the atmosphere must've been like at the staples. We are here for you ok!

Thank you :cry: I was gonna give the whole play by play experience for you guys, but I'm feeling so awful, so it'll have to wait for later. :( This is the worst I've felt since he passed. I'm absolutely losing my mind with grief right now.

MissyJackson
07-07-2009, 09:07 PM
im heartbroken and when paris spoke it hit me even harder sigh

lovealways
07-07-2009, 09:07 PM
This hurts so much.

emmah24
07-07-2009, 09:10 PM
Been crying for about 5 hours, but feel that the memorial was a truly beautiful tribute to Michael. The kids are a credit to Michael, they've amazed me, the whole family has, I love them all.

MissJohnnyJackson
07-07-2009, 09:10 PM
it's ok... talk with your friend... the horrible pain will not stay forever... I don't know when it will be gone... I don't even know when it will get easier... but I know this pain will not stay. Just please hold on. Talk to your friend will help already for sure... just cry together... that at least feels closer than crying online with all of us. But please feel you don't have to go through this alone. We're all here.

Thank you very much, really.

But I'm afraid this is too painful... :cry:

Experience the magic
07-07-2009, 09:20 PM
Thank you :cry: I was gonna give the whole play by play experience for you guys, but I'm feeling so awful, so it'll have to wait for later. :( This is the worst I've felt since he passed. I'm absolutely losing my mind with grief right now. Yeah I know, the memorial made his passing so real. But you are a trooper for having been there and having represented us fans with such dignity. Give yourself that chance to grief ok. We are grieving as one, together, as a community, We are here for each other and we are here for you!


Thank you very much, really.

But I'm afraid this is too painful... :cry: You can do it, just try to take a few deep breaths. Give yourself a chance ok. You are not going through this alone, we are here with you and your friend is with you aswell. Together we can do this.

pam uk
07-07-2009, 09:23 PM
What a wonderful memorial service that was.
I cried from start to finish..Jermaine did a great job and seeing Marlon and Paris broke my heart...God bless them all.

Lots of love

Pamxx