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  1. Healed by Michael

    Dear MJ fam

    Thought I'd give you an UPDATE here on how life threats me NOW...

    As you noticed by the 'title' I'm FINE

    NO, seriously... I never thought I would see a BRIGHT day again at the way I've been ill but you know what SAVED me...

    YOU guys here at MJJC This is my SAVE place where I can be myself ans SHINE so bright

    Of course, my 'Meditation' course... where I 'met' the SPIRIT Michael
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  2. Back to stay

    Hello MJ fam :ciao:

    August started pretty BAD for me and I'm glad I'm out of the woods now...

    I'm so glad, I'm BACK here... My SOUL HOME
    I MISSED you all...

    I do HOPE my new GP is right as he put me on a 'stomach/ bowel' friendly diet
    and I should avoid STRESS too

    Well, since it has been the 3rd Doc that 'scolded' me to "avoid stress" I 'finally' listened...

    With the diet and LOW ...
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  3. I'm Back

    Hey MJ Fam :ciao:

    Just me telling that I'm back...
    Can you believe me, I got hit by... NO, not a smooth criminal
    :cheeky: but the 'summer flue' bug :swoon:

    Anyway, I did follow the news on FB and Twitter Through MJJC... I'm so PROUD of Prince aka Michael Jackson JR and Paris... Michael is indeed the BEST daddy in the world... He taught them so much wisedom...

    It felt good to step back and then come back 'refreshed'...


    I also want to THANK ...
  4. I'm a Michael's child

    Hello :ciao:

    Thought this deserved an another blog just to 'pin point' what Michael 'taught' me... Perseverance... Stubbornness... NEVER give up...

    Well, I had a GREAT day on Monday at my NEW job and felt like I had made such a HUGE step but on Monday night, my hand went on 'strike' again... It only had been about 3 months since I 'regained' him and I 'pushed' him too far on my first working day...

    So, I got 'grounded' for about 4 days :beee:
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  5. The 2nd chance in life...

    Hello MJ Fam

    I'm so :wild: that I NEED to write it down in a blog here... This is a MILESTONE for me... ONE, I NEVER thought would happen...

    I know, it's been almost 3 years since I LOST all HOPE in this world and I had to start from 'scratch' again...

    TODAY, it feels like it's been all worth it...

    I'm signing my intern job contract today... To me, this is a HUGE step as I've been STUCK at HOME for the last 3 years, in grief, pain, medical ...
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  6. I'm the BRAVE one

    :hiya: to the MJJC Fam

    I just wanted to THANK YOU all from the abyss of my soul...

    To the world, this place isn't REAL and only a FANTASY but can a 'fantasy' give YOU the courage and strength to head out in the BIG BAD world again

    As, this is my BRAVE step again... I'm applying for a job again... Start with Part time and in the ADMIN/ PROMO stuff...

    Otherwise, I'll just be 'labelled' as a VULNERABLE person that NEEDS to be 'controlled' ...
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  7. Is all HOPE lost now

    PHEW...
    I keep thinking all HOPE is lost...

    I this world where there is NO dignity... NO respect... NO privacy...
    ONLY hurt and slander...

    PLEASE if possible don't look at the piccie... its heartbreaking to say at least...
    All I wanted to do was HUG Michael :better:
    Put on his fave pajamas and cover him with a warm blanket...
    He looks cold

    Sowwy, just needed to 'vent' this...

    Hang on guys... ...
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  8. Proud of what Michael taught me

    I thought this 'deserved' a blog here...

    Today, I wore a MJ T-shirt to the city NOT just a badge on my sweater or jacket and I love how people react to it...

    One person asked me where I bought it and she was still sad about his **** 2 years ago... but she was glad she went to London soon

    Then something SPECIAL happened...
    We have an OPEN 'psych ward' here and often I 'see' these people in the street... On the bus... I feel how they are 'judged' ...
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  9. HOW I healed my grief

    A blog HERE... To HELP YOU dear friends...
    Yep, today it dawned on me... I guess I'm finally 'healed' from grief and that 2 years later... Quite a 'rollercoaster' ride...
    I got this book "Grieving for Dummies" and its a real cool read

    WHY I think I'm healed...
    I feel fine... I feel grounded again... I don't burst into tears on any given moment... I don't curse, I don't yell out of 'frustration' anymore...

    I can just chill and ...
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  10. NOT all docs are BAD ;)

    Hello MJ fam

    Have you seen my blog... Hee hee... I'll frequently 'update' it... I'm so PROUD of it...
    No seriously, I have the 'sweetest' surgeon ever... :cheeky:
    He knows how 'hostile' I am towards doctors and meds as he knows I'm a 'die hard' MJ fan and he's ever so gentle with me...
    He just said... "I have GOOD news... You don't need a new OP yet..." though he looked kinda worried at the scans :mello:
    He could have 'scolded' ...
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