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[Nonoka]

I can't believe it's been 3 years already
3 years since Michael hasn't been with us...3 years since Michael's last breath. It feels horrible when thinking about it

[Daryll748]

I just can't focus on anything, I miss him too much...and I have an exam on Monday

Hugs CinnamonGirl...

I have a PLAN.. Study it by 'telling' a Michael poster or piccie 'everything' you need to learn and if you get 'stuck' in your exam on Monday... Just ASK Michael for the answer TRUST me, It'll work... Just BELIEVE and MIRACLES will happen

HUGE HUGS to everyone in this thread...

Michael would indeed be PROUD of you all...

[zhelva]

Hugs CinnamonGirl...

I have a PLAN.. Study it by 'telling' a Michael poster or piccie 'everything' you need to learn and if you get 'stuck' in your exam on Monday... Just ASK Michael for the answer TRUST me, It'll work... Just BELIEVE and MIRACLES will happen

HUGE HUGS to everyone in this thread...

Michael would indeed be PROUD of you all...

yeah, my exam is on monday too ...

[CinnamonGirl]

Hugs CinnamonGirl...

I have a PLAN.. Study it by 'telling' a Michael poster or piccie 'everything' you need to learn and if you get 'stuck' in your exam on Monday... Just ASK Michael for the answer TRUST me, It'll work... Just BELIEVE and MIRACLES will happen

HUGE HUGS to everyone in this thread...

Michael would indeed be PROUD of you all...

Aww thank you Daryll, I'll try to follow your awesome advice!

yeah, my exam is on monday too ...

[dam2040]

Anyone needs to talk tweet me @PrinceMannix Honestly, I think it'd do me good sharing my pain aswell Really,really not looking forward to Monday. Oh, Michael

[Ashtanga]

I can't believe it's been 3 years already
3 years since Michael hasn't been with us...3 years since Michael's last breath. It feels horrible when thinking about it

I'll feel this way forever.... nothing will cure my (our) pain over the loss of Michael. *big sigh*

[dgorgo]

Sometimes it feels like it just happened. Not 3 years ago now. It irritates me when people say this person is the next Michael or next king of pop. To me he could never be replaced and it seems disrespectful. Maybe I am sensitive especially this time of the year. There could never be another Michael. I still cry easily over anything. When I see pictures and videos of Michael I can laugh and smile. It's just there is a sadness that I feel deep down and I don't think that will go away. I will always miss him and always feel sad that he is gone. When something good happens for him and his legacy now or with his kids I just wish he could be here to see it too.

I feel exactly the same say. It irritates me to no end when anyone makes a comment that so and so will be the next Michael Jackson. I have always said and will always say, there will NEVER be anyone who could even come close to Michael. He had it all. I don't want anyone to ever take his place. I, too, smile when I see pictures and watch videos of Michael, but afterwards I become very sad because such a fantastic human being was taken from us. There has not been a day that has gone by since Michael's death that I do not think of him and the painful events of June 25, 2009 will be etched in my mind forever. Michael will always be in my thoughts and in my heart.

[MJsBollywoodGirl7]

I'll feel this way forever.... nothing will cure my (our) pain over the loss of Michael. *big sigh*

Same here. There are still things that still bothers the hell out of me. Like hearing or seeing the name of the place of where he is now. Every single time I see or hear the name of the place. I just start crying over him all over again. I am on the verge of doing that right now. Which is why I try to avoid any pictures or anything else that has to do with it. I still can't handle of where he is now. And where he is forever going to be. My happiness that I once had when we still had him. Is truly forever gone from me. I will never feel that way ever again. And the one thing that I really hate seeing anymore is happy people. Either on tv or in real life. It is something I truly hate seeing anymore. Because it is something I am never going to feel again. And the one thing I still can't believe. It was this time 3 years ago. I was so very happy and excited for Michael to be doing these concerts. Not even knowing what was about to happen in a day or so. And then feeling my happy world forever shattering. The second I had put my tv on. To watch the 6:30 pm news. And see them showing Michael's Jam performance from the Dangerous Bucharest Concert. And seeing the years coming on to my tv screen. Even now I still can not get that horrible image of how I found out. Out of my head. Nor some of the horrific vivid nightmares I had of him. All through that horrible first summer without him.

[thrillerchild]

[Indra]

I feel the same way as last yer. 3 years.... it feels like it's been forever and it feels like it was yesterday.
I miss him, always will. There will always be something missing in me because he's not around.

[dam2040]

3 Years today, and I miss him as much as I always will. I'll never forget what he taught me, and what he continues to teach me. I miss you Michael.

[MJMarty]

The anniversary always brings back the weird set of feelings from this day until essentially the end of 2009. The constant media attention every single day; every newspaper, every TV channel, every radio station, every website, every blog, every tweet... It was like living in a weird bubble of constant MJ reminders that he wasn't alive anymore.

They're getting fewer as time goes on, but does anyone else sometimes actually forget Michael's dead? Like listening to songs and stuff or just driving along and you suddenly remember he isn't off somewhere in California, the Middle East or Ireland? I was so used to searching for new pictures every week or so...

Three years sometimes feels incredibly short and inexplicably long.

[Snow White luvs Peter Pan]

There's no day I stop thinking of you. There are some days I try to remember you with joy for all the smiles you put on my face even in the saddest moments and all the happiness you've given me through out the years.
But there are other days I can't help feeling so sad, in pain, wondering why it had to be that way...
I'll miss you eternally My LOVE, My hero, one of the most beautiful, caring, compassionate, creative, outstanding human beings that ever lived! MY MICHAEL, no one will ever fill your shoes, neither your black fedora, nor your diamond glove! It will always remain empty... :broken_heart:

[ForeverKOP]

I'm having a really tough time today...I can't stop crying. I miss him so much :'(

[ilmjj]

I did better last year. I have been crying since yesterday. I am at work and people don't know what is wrong with me. I watched the BET special on Michael last night and my heart just broke for all he had to endure.
And he still chose to love which makes me love him even more.