At first I had no emotion besides shock, but now I'm just so depressed and upset. This just sucks.
It's starting to hit me now.
At first I had no emotion besides shock, but now I'm just so depressed and upset. This just sucks.
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I felt the same. yesterday I was in shock. today when i woke up til now i have only criedOriginally Posted by xxxxxx24
You are always
in my heart
Michael Joseph Jackson.
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At first I was shocked and extremely stressed out. I felt much anxiety.
Now I'm feeling depressed. Sucks indeed.
Was under the nickname of Marc_Fisher on MJNO :)
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yeah i am accepting now it really is true... turned on his music on the car really loud today... just helps me a bit...
R.I.P. Michael Jackson. You were the most incredible person I ever got to see in my whole life. Thanks for being a part of my life. Although you are gone, you are still in my heart and mind! I always was and I always will be very proud to be a fan of you! I will never ever forget you!!!
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It's starting to hit me now too. Yesterday, at first, I was just in plain shock and then I began to cry and have been doing that all day. But even though I'm having breakdown after breakdown it still hasn't hit me yet, for REAL.... I suppose it will at some point. Not really looking forward to that.
This sucks indeed.
Just remember, we will always love you most
Michael Jackson 1958 - FOREVER
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Its just sad to hear that he has gone,
my parents walked in and told me this morning, and they said that they had tickets and kept them as a secret because they were going to tell me on my birthday.
Its just awful...he influenced so many people.
I cant count the times that I listened to one of his songs for advise,
they mean so much to me and I will show them to my children and grandchildren.
In my performing arts group, we even did a cover of heal the world...I looked back on the DVD of that show today and thought wow! he inspired every single one of us children who want to be like him.
I watched MTV and watched all his videos, and sang along, and when the earth song came on I just cried...what a lovely song, he was such a caring person...he really cared for our world!
In school, I spoke to my friend who was also very upset.
I will remember him as the man who inspired me with my career...god I wish to be like him!
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I tried to go to sleep last night but all i did was toss and turn, talk to myself, and rationalize. But I woke around 6 and walked inside the kitchen, and my mm heard me. So she called for me to come in and I just balwled my eyes out for a few minutes. Crazy mess!
Ain't nuthin' wrong with taking a chance, but damn you so mysterious!
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Funny air around the workplace today.
I've been thinking about it all day and still cannot get my head around this ...
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*crying*
27th april 2010 - forever ♥
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I feel shocked, sadden, upset, pissed, peaceful, disbelief, reality, fantasy, etc.....
It's like an emotional roller coaster for me.. i'm sure it's like that with everybody else.
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I was in total shock yesterday and really anxious and couldn't stop thinking about it. I couldn't sleep all night. And now I just feel so depressed and sick. I can barely eat anything.
I feel so empty. But I can't cry. I want to. But I can't.
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Nova, i feel EXACTLY the same way
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I'm still waiting the hit to come. Probably tomorrow.. I just can't believe this is true.
"'Til the day we meet again; in my heart is where I'll keep you, friend."
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I've been crying an awful lot today. Every now and then it just hits me, I don't even have to think about it. I feel so depressed now. Just disbelief. I would like to sleep for a bit of relief but I can't. I feel sick.
Love you Michael. I can't say it enough.
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I feel terrible. It keeps hitting me over and over and over... I LOVE YOU MICHAEL.
How can he be gone? My inspiration, my hero. He's gone :'( How can I go on?
We shall always love you, Michael!
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