Everytime you listen to his music, or see a video of him ....to think he's really gone is just weird , so messed up and seems unrealistic , but we all know it sadly IS realistic.
Many people who were 'upset' when it had just happened, are like 'yeah ok,it's been how long now?, let's just go on with our life' but for the real fans and supporters it's gonna take a long time to fully heal. Although i think it can't ever fully heal.
I believe another reason why it's gonna take a long time to let this all sink in...because everything went so unexpected. First in march we see him anouncing
the concerts. Fans who got a ticket are all excited and can't wait...i sure as hell was
like that. And right then and there on that night....all of the sudden out of the
blue we hear the horrible news. It just went so fast....from 'taken to hospital' and people who were following this being like 'huh...how did this happen? ' to news reporters reporting that he died........