if only.... :-( :-(
if only.... :-( :-(
Thank you for posting.
It seems that I can't read anything abt Mike, watching him, listening to his music etc... and only I could do is cry.....
I've become such a crybaby that I hate myself....
And you White Chocolate (I don't like white choco) made me cry tooooo....
"Why have you come?" I whispered.
"To wipe away your last tear," you replied. "It was the one you saved for me....."
it was interesting to hear him talk about his insatiable appetite for michael in the weeks leading up to his death, to the point where his other half thought he was nuts. I find myself going through that now, and ive never really been one to be like that. Ive always quietly loved michael in my own way, never seeing the need to collect everything etc etc. But now, ive had to ban myself from ebay from spending hundreds of $$$$$ on MJ stuff..... I wonder how many around the world experienced this at this time?
i like Darren a lot. as far as i remember he defended Michael during the trial
a nice review. what amazes me most is why people thought Michael was too old to do the concerts. his health might have not been the best but if he had more time and less pressure- nothing could have stopped him. his magic was always with him. i will never ever understand why people doubted him
Darren is a true fan. He's just saying what he saw. What he saw might not be exactly what someone else sees, but that doesn't make it invalid or untrue. We know from this very board that peoples' perceptions of Michael vary, especially in terms of physical health. That doesn't make them any less fans It makes us all have different opinions.
I think what he said is honest. It's the honest heart ache of a true fan, of a little kid who grew up to realise the dream thay MJ ignited in him. Who felt less alone for seeing his image reflected in MJ. I'm glad he wrote this so openly. It truly lets us see into him. We've all shared the sorrow of these past months and now we can hopefully have some respite and shared joy in seeing what michael wanted to give to us with This Is It.
"BACK ON FINE FORM"
That was beautiful.. Im seeing this tomorrow and I think I will feel what most people felt - it will be beyond my expectations, like always thats Michael.
it just amazes me how people get so touchy when u mentioned mike's weight. how about when he's watching the green screen, in the super tight beat it jacket sucking on a lollypop...not scurred then?
if it's not an issue, u don't need to rationalize it by say ing ur mom or ur brother is that skinny or ur cat or dog. u just leave it alone. it matters cuz it sticks out like a sore thumb
Michael.. you are missed..