2009, the year we lost Michael Jackson

**BunnyHead** · 28-12-2009, 02:59 PM

I cannot imagine 2010 without Michael in the world.........

I really can't, it just doesnt seem right.

**rockstar** · 28-12-2009, 03:07 PM

i'll say this again

i'll make sure 2010 will be better and i understand that 2009 was ****ing wrost this year cause MJ dead

but i'll make sure i'll change that and make it happen

that's who i'm i like happiness but not saddness

& i'm going to make is better for everybody in this whole world better from there eyes to there hearts of shine that MJ will be in are hearts of shyness

**Mahatma** · 28-12-2009, 05:02 PM

This video was heartbreaking. I just miss him so much. I'd do anything to have him back here today . . . anything.

**Daniela_mar** · 28-12-2009, 05:24 PM

the world looks empty.. nothing seems to have have the same light.....
i would wanto to go back in time... and wake up seeing that it's only a terrible nightmare....
i would want that all the people that believe he is alive was right.... althought they are always criticized...

BlackCat* · 28-12-2009, 05:52 PM

Originally Posted by rockstar

i'll say this again

i'll make sure 2010 will be better and i understand that 2009 was ****ing wrost this year cause MJ dead

but i'll make sure i'll change that and make it happen

that's who i'm i like happiness but not saddness

& i'm going to make is better for everybody in this whole world better from there eyes to there hearts of shine that MJ will be in are hearts of shyness

..........

Thanks!!!

**FedoraHatGirl2058** · 28-12-2009, 08:25 PM

Originally Posted by Nicholas

This has probably been one of the worst years in my entire life. The death of Michael changed me. It seemed that when Michael passed away a part of my soul went along with him. It's not fair that such an amazing person can be taken away from us in a blink of an eye. It's so, so not fair.

My family, the people I'm close with do not even realize exactly how much his passing has affected my life. Nothing's the same anymore.

I know, believe me i know how you feel

Originally Posted by Daniela_mar

Althought Michael was a star and he was far....i feel him so close to me..... he was part of my life....
He had a strange power and inexplicable influence on people.... when you see him you can only think he is adorable.... and he looks like a person you ever know.....
WOW... there will never be an other man and artist and heart like him....!!!
We love you more Michael!!!

Defenetly, he touched me like, i dont know why, its inexplicable, i do feel it, really pains me, cause i think i thought he would never die this soon, never so soon without no signs or preparation, is not like he was sick about to die or anything, it was on the blink of an eye, it was so unexpected, i thought he will be alive for at least 30 more years... and now he's gone, its unbelievable

***Billie Jean*** · 28-12-2009, 08:40 PM

Originally Posted by Nicholas

This video was heartbreaking. I just miss him so much. I'd do anything to have him back here today . . . anything.

Me too. I'd give my life to bring him back.. I am absolutely devastated.. I keep hoping this is all a nightmare that I am going to wake up from.

**FedoraHatGirl2058** · 29-12-2009, 08:42 PM

Originally Posted by *Billie Jean*

Me too. I'd give my life to bring him back.. I am absolutely devastated.. I keep hoping this is all a nightmare that I am going to wake up from.

Call me stupid, but i have even tried to believe all those fake rumors that he was alive and hidden somewhere, wish they were true, but this is reality, i prefer fantasy.... man is like no more music, i thought 2009 was the new beggining, it turned out to be the end.

STILL WE KNOW THERE ARE LOADS OF UNHEARD MICHAEL MUSIC; they should be releasing some of them in 2010, and then in the middle they could release another disc, i dont know, his music is my scape, he was sooooooo unique wish he wouldnt have, so i could have just replaced him, but I CANT, he was UNIQUE.

Why this soon???? i have realized that 50 years old is sooooo young!!!!!!!, Michael had no health problems....why so soon, i get upset so many times.... im stuck, my head is like why bad ppl lives on???? why Michael died so soon? im so depresed when i think of that, is so not fair

**witchanna** · 30-12-2009, 02:45 PM

2009?-2010
i had very intersting year 2009
25 june 2009 michael went to heaven
few days after michael died
i had strange dreams/nightmares that michael was accidently buried alive
that strange night michael come to me
only to say goodbey
i was happy/scared that michael find time to vist me after michael died?
there was more to michael visting me that night just watching me sleeep
days went by so slow i forgot that michael has vist me
one day out the blue as i was home alone just listen michael music
i did not notice michael was with me
michael was singing somebody's watching me
i was to numb/scared to talk to michael
but michael disapear before i could say goodbey to him
but somewhat i knew michael was part of past and now will part of future
2010 i hope michael dose not become just a membery
of a nice person michael was while he was alive?
as for me i having hard time trying let go of my past
i want michael to be part of my future not just a ghost i have seen
i know michael will always be alive in my heart even if he just becomes a membery of my past
i kind went off topic
but i don't want to forget about michael and move on my life knowing that michael went to heaven and i will not get to see him again

**Sophielo** · 30-12-2009, 03:46 PM

Its been an awful year with the loss of Michael but he'll never be forgotten. Yesterday at work I had Michael playing on my IPod work playlist over the speakers and when he came on these kids started singing and dancing. They never did that for any other artists, just Michael and that made me smile as Michael will live forever through his music. When you have kids as young as 6 singing and dancing to him, when they're not dancing to any other artist, it's just another reminder of how special he is. 2010 will not see the end of Michael. Its only the beginning.

**FedoraHatGirl2058** · 30-12-2009, 05:49 PM

Yes i know, 2010 is not the end, kids love him so much, they watch him on youtube, all kids want to be like him, so many admirers. They in the end are the future....

But why is that i cannot accept he is gone.... why???
is it cause he was my companion when i was lone?? cause he was my inspiration, cause he died in amoment i thought he was about to shine??? why is that i cant understand it, i think is me, i just dont want to understand it, i feel is bad, i feel he should have been preotected... frustration, i feel injustice, he died too young, he was healthy, he didnt have to die. Not this soon, not this soon