** I Almost Cant Stand The Pain Anymore ...!

Magic_MJ_Music

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Hi there guys & girls..

I just feel so... So.. Omg.. So low and down.

I am so tired of everything around me, I wanna fly away..

I am tired of seeing those people, hearing those people.. Just dizzing.
It makes me cry so much inside, it hurts so much, even though i try to hide it.
I am sure someone you, may have the same kinda feeling.

I just cant hang on... I need some real love.. I want to know what love is.

Im just a simple 19 years old stud from DK.. Soon turning 9½ years of being a fan.
I am too young, to feel this way..

I am so truly afraid of being a MJ fan. Afraid of what people may say or think, when
MJ is mentioned in some kinda way.
This is the first ever post, where I really let my feelings out.

I dont have any other MJ fan i really talk to, and I miss that.. Someone to cheer me
up again, when I feel down, beside of this lovely board.
Someone I can talk to daily, someone I can talk feelings with. guy or girl.
No matter where in the world. Someone I can hang out with at MJ parties or other
things, money not matters. Germany, London, Sweden, I dont care!
Someone I can give a hug and cry with.

I am sorry, this post is in some way, hard to figure.
I just need some to talk out to.

I am just so tired and sick of everyone..

" MJ belongs in prison " , " MJ is a paedophile " and so on..


It truly makes me cry.. Omg..

This is not the way it should be. It really isnt !!
I dream of the day when all this could just STOP!
I REALLY Dream of the day when all people could hold hands
and accept things the way they are and stop being so cruel.
I'm afraid this will never happen.
I would give everything and anything, so fill the world with more love.
Oh My God, some more love. Hear my prear ! Make the world a better place.
Sweet Lord....
Please, someone tell me that you believe in this too.


Please remember, Michael Jackson fans are family. Stick together.
I look forward to get to know you some day in the future. Hopefully.
Perhaps some of those i saw at the WMA06, even though I didnt talk to anyone.
Please everyone, Take care. Remember to love each other.

Thank you to all those who took the time to read my post, Thank You.
 
Hey there Magic_MJ_Music!

It is awful when the sadness inside feels like that, but it is only ever temporary, and the happiness and goodness in this world will always shine brighter!

I know what it is like not to have any MJ fans as mates, I was the same for a long time. It can get lonely, but you do have this place, and many other MJ fan boards also! I never even had that.

You need to stop thinking about what you don't have, and what you want to have, and what needs to change, and focus on all the wonderful things you do have, the wonderful things that are coming to you, and then be grateful for every single little thing, and so much goodness will come to you, you won't know what to do with it all!

Look at Michael's strength for inspiration, he doen't care what people think of him, he knows the truth, and we do to as a MJ Fan family! We know the truth and the joy of Michael Jackson and his music. Haters out there are just missing out! That is their loss! You stop thinking about what other people think about MJ, and start thinking of EVERYONE loving MJ! If someone says something negative, switch off, move away, and think about how wonderful it is when you turn on the tv and their is an article about how well Thriller 25 is doing, or a car goes past with MJ playing and head's bopping to the tunes. You love MJ, and that is a precious thing, and a powerful thing, and a strong thing. If others don't, they have at some point danced to a MJ song, and loved watching a MJ video, they have just forgotten the magic. It isn't your job to show them again though, if they are open to it, it will happen. You concentrate on the Number 1 person, YOU, coz you deserve it!
 
you are experiencing what it is like to be the person who has everything. everybody is jealous of you. you are an MJ fan. He is someone they wish they could be but never will be, cus they threw away their chance. you have to think of it that way, cus it's the truth....and u gotta stick with us..ur mates on this forum. there are plenty of us...MJ fans.

if everybody was flattering to you all the time, then that means they think you have nothing they want..so they feel comfortable with you. only when they are jealous do you know you are truly on top.
 
Hi there guys & girls..

I just feel so... So.. Omg.. So low and down.

I am so tired of everything around me, I wanna fly away..

I am tired of seeing those people, hearing those people.. Just dizzing.
It makes me cry so much inside, it hurts so much, even though i try to hide it.
I am sure someone you, may have the same kinda feeling.

I just cant hang on... I need some real love.. I want to know what love is.

Im just a simple 19 years old stud from DK.. Soon turning 9½ years of being a fan.
I am too young, to feel this way..

I am so truly afraid of being a MJ fan. Afraid of what people may say or think, when
MJ is mentioned in some kinda way.
This is the first ever post, where I really let my feelings out.

I dont have any other MJ fan i really talk to, and I miss that.. Someone to cheer me
up again, when I feel down, beside of this lovely board.
Someone I can talk to daily, someone I can talk feelings with. guy or girl.
No matter where in the world. Someone I can hang out with at MJ parties or other
things, money not matters. Germany, London, Sweden, I dont care!
Someone I can give a hug and cry with.

I am sorry, this post is in some way, hard to figure.
I just need some to talk out to.

I am just so tired and sick of everyone..

" MJ belongs in prison " , " MJ is a paedophile " and so on..


It truly makes me cry.. Omg..

This is not the way it should be. It really isnt !!
I dream of the day when all this could just STOP!
I REALLY Dream of the day when all people could hold hands
and accept things the way they are and stop being so cruel.
I'm afraid this will never happen.
I would give everything and anything, so fill the world with more love.
Oh My God, some more love. Hear my prear ! Make the world a better place.
Sweet Lord....
Please, someone tell me that you believe in this too.


Please remember, Michael Jackson fans are family. Stick together.
I look forward to get to know you some day in the future. Hopefully.
Perhaps some of those i saw at the WMA06, even though I didnt talk to anyone.
Please everyone, Take care. Remember to love each other.

Thank you to all those who took the time to read my post, Thank You.
Wow. I don't know what to say. You are obviously not alone, not even in Denmark. There will alway be cruel people but as far as opinion about Michael goes, the tide is turning.

Just yesterday a fellow student stopped by to tell me about the Best Dance Crew videos. I found out she was a fan last semester when she saw a photo MJ on my computer desktop and came from across the room to gush over it. Her roommate (a guy) would get angry when she would talk about Michael or play his music because he doesn't like Michael so she was careful not to do it in front of him. I sent her the Vogue photos and she was so happy but she got them from me together with borrowing Ghosts on the down low.

Well, when she stopped by yesterday I found out that she has stopped bowing to her roommates wishes and has been playing Michael's music 'in the open'. lol. She also had a box of MJ memorabilia including double copies of the four issues of MJ magazine that existed for a short period that she has hauled out from under her bed. (I wonder if she has pinned up any posters yet.) She was just beaming about the way Thriller 25 is doing. I swear she was vibrating. lol. She was grinning from ear to ear.

Just think of what will happen when Michael releases a new album. So hang in there and be happy. I believe you are way less alone than you think.

Don't worry. Be happy.
 
If you are such a young stud why are you alone and sad? :huh:
Oh, by the way I meant no disrespect.
 
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Well, I'm pretty sure there are other fans from Denmark on this forum; maybe there is one not too far from where you are?

If not, there's always Martin on X Factor Denmark. :)

I read somewhere that 1/4 of Denmark has been tuning in to watch, so maybe the dose of MJ he gave the peeps there will help.

And yeah, I think we all get down about all the garbage that gets said about MJ. Be confident in the fact that you know the truth, like the rest of us here. :)
 
Don't be ashamed of being a fan of MJ. You get to experience the magic that is Michael Jackson! :yes: there are so many people out there that don't let themselves experience that because they want to believe all the bull. But just like QPerth said... they're the ones that are missing out!
 
Thank you all, you are so great.
It is nice too see, how beautiful people can be, to help someone whos blocks are open.
Even though im still feeling down, kinda.
I will try to think of all the good things in my life and those mentioned in the posts.


In real im actually a very shy guy, and sometimes not.
When people are dizzing, I always gotta try to convince
them that what they are saying, are wrong.
But it is really so impossible. I bet some of you also tried it.
A hater, always a hater.
But as one of you said, they're the ones missing out.

I feel so blessed, when I see how breath taking and stunning
MJ fans can be. You really light up my life. You are family. Thanks for that.

Normally i wouldnt be so sensitive, i just feel so.. mmm...its undescribeable..

I cant wait for a MJ party to turn up somewhere, hopefully i will meet some of you,
That would be great.
 
Hi there guys & girls..

I just feel so... So.. Omg.. So low and down.

I am so tired of everything around me, I wanna fly away..

I am tired of seeing those people, hearing those people.. Just dizzing.
It makes me cry so much inside, it hurts so much, even though i try to hide it.
I am sure someone you, may have the same kinda feeling.

I just cant hang on... I need some real love.. I want to know what love is.

Im just a simple 19 years old stud from DK.. Soon turning 9½ years of being a fan.
I am too young, to feel this way..

I am so truly afraid of being a MJ fan. Afraid of what people may say or think, when
MJ is mentioned in some kinda way.
This is the first ever post, where I really let my feelings out.

I dont have any other MJ fan i really talk to, and I miss that.. Someone to cheer me
up again, when I feel down, beside of this lovely board.
Someone I can talk to daily, someone I can talk feelings with. guy or girl.
No matter where in the world. Someone I can hang out with at MJ parties or other
things, money not matters. Germany, London, Sweden, I dont care!
Someone I can give a hug and cry with.

I am sorry, this post is in some way, hard to figure.
I just need some to talk out to.

I am just so tired and sick of everyone..

" MJ belongs in prison " , " MJ is a paedophile " and so on..


It truly makes me cry.. Omg..

This is not the way it should be. It really isnt !!
I dream of the day when all this could just STOP!
I REALLY Dream of the day when all people could hold hands
and accept things the way they are and stop being so cruel.
I'm afraid this will never happen.
I would give everything and anything, so fill the world with more love.
Oh My God, some more love. Hear my prear ! Make the world a better place.
Sweet Lord....
Please, someone tell me that you believe in this too.


Please remember, Michael Jackson fans are family. Stick together.
I look forward to get to know you some day in the future. Hopefully.
Perhaps some of those i saw at the WMA06, even though I didnt talk to anyone.
Please everyone, Take care. Remember to love each other.

Thank you to all those who took the time to read my post, Thank You.

I feel exactly the same as you - my friends quite often say things to wind me up.
I think we just have to stick together - if you wanna start talking just PM me i dont mind talking to anybody.
 
you too? i thought it was just me....snickers
I hardly think that someone feeling depressed is something to snicker at. It takes courage to share feelings. What if we all snickered when Michael sang childhood? Sometimes I just don't understand fans. This doesn't seem like you freind.
 
Thank you all, you are so great.
It is nice too see, how beautiful people can be, to help someone whos blocks are open.
Even though im still feeling down, kinda.
I will try to think of all the good things in my life and those mentioned in the posts.


In real im actually a very shy guy, and sometimes not.
When people are dizzing, I always gotta try to convince
them that what they are saying, are wrong.
But it is really so impossible. I bet some of you also tried it.
A hater, always a hater.
But as one of you said, they're the ones missing out.

I feel so blessed, when I see how breath taking and stunning
MJ fans can be. You really light up my life. You are family. Thanks for that.

Normally i wouldnt be so sensitive, i just feel so.. mmm...its undescribeable..

I cant wait for a MJ party to turn up somewhere, hopefully i will meet some of you,
That would be great.
Q Perth said the most important thing and that is that feeling down is a feeling that will pass even if at the time it seems like it won't. THere is always a brighter time coming if we hang in there.

I think there are thing in the making that might make that time go by faster.

Neat to hear that there is a pro-MJ program in Denmark with such a large veiwership. Think of the way THriller 25 sold there as well. That was great.

I think sometimes you can change peoples minds but you can force it. Then they just dig their heals in. The last time I worked on changing someones mind I ended up saying that all geniuses are 'different' than the norn. If they weren't they would not be the creative geniuses they are. He agreed with and accepted that and in doing so moved in Michael's direction. A lot of people seem angry that he didn't alter himself to fit within society's norm but the genius argument has worked for me every time. It is had to argue against. You can't push people though. Give them a chance to come on their own time.
 
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