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  1. Wrote a letter to my mom, ending our relationship....

    Was one of the hardest things I've ever done. But, it's something I REALLY needed to do, probably a long time ago. It was still hard though.

    My mom was pretty much a dead beat mom, only called, wrote or saw me once in a while and then was gone again. I have been seeing a psychologist and we finally figured out this is where a lot of my inner pain is from. Since I was a kid and even until recently, I always had this fantasy that one day she would turn into the mom I wanted and actually ...
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  2. So nice to be back here....

    Well, it's been a pretty long time since I've been here. I have no idea why my profile says I joined in 2011, more like mid 2009....
    I have so many fond memories of this place. I was staying in Australia for 11 months when Michael died. I needed comfort like only fans could give, so I came here. People were so understanding and so helpful. For a long time this was my online home. I would come to chat in the Aussie thread, play little games or just roam around reading. I made so many friends ...
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  3. Finally MJJC got blogs!

    Okay this may have happened a long time ago for all I know, but I've just discovered it!

    I used to be on here all the time, every day, when I was in Australia. This site was such a healing place for me. It helped so much. Just having others that understand, and didn't judge, and all loved MJ, was such a wonderful thing after his death.

    After I moved back to the States, I was and still am without internet, so I've only been able to stop around once in a while. I miss ...
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