Hi, For 2 years now I have been different,crushed amongst other things. This is what I feel will help me move on. To get all of my feelings out. I always wear MJ things when I am out. It keeps me safe when MJ's with me. no one or thing can get me down. It's quite amazing. You are correct. I thank you for saying this, I thought at one stage I would never get over it, It is the biggest pain of my life and biggest drain of my energy,thoughts and concentration. ...