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Wants to hibernate or move to a deserted island...

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Okay, this is my first blog but I just have to get this off my chest and what better way to do this here "savely" among my MJ family where no one can 'gruntle' why I'm feeling so right now...
I don't follow the case honestly... Still, when I 'surf' my FB wall I 'bump' into 'news facts' of the case
So, the fact of the "autopsy photos" been 'displayed' in the case... got me so upsett today... I'm pretty good at hiding it already but inside its 'brewing' ... eating me alive

I couldn't bare to see them as its yet another 'slap' in the face that our Michael is MURDERED right...
I think I'm gonna 'hibernate' during the whole trial thingy... I mean, isn't it enough our sweetheart was MURDERED that we have to know every 'gory detail' of how they managed to do him in...
I hope the case is behind 'closed' doors and NOT a media circus Then again, I think thats 'wishfull thinking' from my part...
I just want JUSTICE like any other fan but I'm afraid... I'm NOT that strong anymore to cope with this...

I don't know, maybe I'm just tired... its midnight here and might 'regret' this blog in the morning but how can I sleep if I can't tell anyone???
I know family and friends say "don't worry... Its out of your hands... Michael isn't coming back... " PHEW... what a cruel thing to say

Okay, I've said it... Thanks for reading this 'silly' blog

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  1. Billie_Jean09's Avatar
    [FONT=Comic Sans MS][SIZE=3]Hi Daryll.[/SIZE][/FONT]
    [FONT=Comic Sans MS][SIZE=3]First of all your blog isnt 'silly', it's good that you have aired your thoughts about how you feel. You are definately not alone in feeling so upset about it all.[/SIZE][/FONT]
    [FONT=Comic Sans MS][SIZE=3]The whole nature and details of his passing is not unlike a horror story, a real life nightmare. [/SIZE][/FONT]
    [FONT=Comic Sans MS][SIZE=3]I hope you manage to get some rest and sleep now. Things always seem far worse when you are tired.[/SIZE][/FONT]
    [FONT=Comic Sans MS][SIZE=3]Hugs to you[/SIZE][/FONT]
    [FONT=Comic Sans MS][SIZE=3]xx xx xx[/SIZE][/FONT]
  2. Daryll748's Avatar
    Thanks Billie_Jean... I did get a 'goodnight' sleep
    I'm glad I have you guys here... NO ONE to turn to anymore hey
    Doesn't get it why she's still so emotional... I thought I could 'forget' and move on and just ONE silly thing goes wrong or you 'have' to visit ONE stupid place that reminds you of that 'fatal' day and BAM... Back at square one...
    You think you can 'trust' your doc with it???? Forget it, they just pump you full of meds
    HUGS back, dear and be like Michael hey... NEVER GIVE UP...