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Picking up my life again...

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Today, I did a 'brave' thing... Well, 'brave' in my books...
I went to the market today and I bought herbs and fruits and just "soaked" up the feeling of peeps strolling through the market and buying stuff...

I honestly felt 'overwhelmed' when I hit the market... Such a brave step to do such a 'silly' thing as buying stuff at a market and I almost turned around but this soothing voice spoke to me... encouraging me I could pull this off... and I did...

I saw in my mum's eyes when I visited her with stuff I even bought for her... She was proud too...

22 months after the 'trauma' and I feel I'm healing but in my own pace... Some people like to be 'pushed' by friends, careworkers, family...
That has just the 'opposite" affect on me...

"Let me come back in own time" Michael protested... :cheeky:
That's what I'm doing...

okay score grief/ healing 0-1

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  1. AndreyZidane™'s Avatar
    What exact 'trauma' have you been suffering of? It's kinda hard for me to understand what you're talking about since I'm obviously missing the key point here and that is that you're recovering from a 'trauma'... but what exact 'trauma' are you talking about, mind you if I ask?
  2. Daryll748's Avatar
    Trauma? Well, I 'see' it as a 'trauma' okay... It has 'changed' my life... June 2009, I 'lost' everything...
    My job... end of contract...
    Michael was 'murdered'...
    My health declined rapidly... and NO its NOT cause of Michael, I'm an 'invalid' now...
    Couldn't get that 'above' job back due to 'health problems'

    As there is ONE positive thing to this all...
    Michael's MURDER kinda "saved" me though as my own doctor that I 'trusted' with me life too... was 'killing' me... Another one, could save me in the nick of time... Though, I'll remain an 'invalid' for life
    "Trauma" okay...
  3. AndreyZidane™'s Avatar
    Oh well, that sucks!

    Well, at least you're pickping up your life again. :hug:
  4. Word Smith Sr's Avatar
    We do not know each other but i just read your entry at the top of this page and i'm sorry to hear you had to go through all this, *sending you hugs, love and kisses*, i hope everything will be alright soon.
  5. Daryll748's Avatar
    Thanks Pac *hugs love and kisses* back... So kind of you I guess, thats life hey... Without the 'burdens' it would be dull and boring hey...