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    well, i was raised under strict religious rules. Plus i had a very bizzare up bringing. My grandma and ma are HIGHLY religious people, well my grandma passed on but my mother still very much so. I was raised in a religion that is very extreme and high control and believes in males being higher than women. There were wayyy to many things it's members or/followers couldn't do.
    I did some research on it (which is forbidden by the religion) and, i found out it is a cult. (it's ok, laugh if you need to)

    The ex members of it are labelled as blasphemers. Anyways so, that is the reason for my good girl, naive to the world, very innocent energy and persona that i give off when people meet me...

    And i AM very naive to the world, i can promise you that.



    Well, i don't want people to know only negative stuff i want people to know positive. Which brings me to something exciting, because i no longer believe in a god that will bring (for those who believe in something similar i mean no harm ok, this sect was EXTREME) an apocalypse on anything that moves, it has given me the courage to embrace a lot of exciting ideas and activities i never would have dared to do before. I am just getting used to the world (of so-called "wicked sinners") around me, so and mj community i confess did help bring me out of my shell. But i am very easily excited and intrigued about any little thing.

    Sorry if this sounds eccentric, i will try and put more normal things in my next post.
    Please don't be afraid to laugh at this if you find this Homer Simpson comical, it is pretty funny, isn't it, the way life can go sometimes?
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    Quote Originally Posted by miss rose View Post
    well, i was raised under strict religious rules. Plus i had a very bizzare up bringing. My grandma and ma are HIGHLY religious people, well my grandma passed on but my mother still very much so. I was raised in a religion that is very extreme and high control and believes in males being higher than women. There were wayyy to many things it's members or/followers couldn't do.
    I did some research on it (which is forbidden by the religion) and, i found out it is a cult. (it's ok, laugh if you need to)

    The ex members of it are labelled as blasphemers. Anyways so, that is the reason for my good girl, naive to the world, very innocent energy and persona that i give off when people meet me...

    And i AM very naive to the world, i can promise you that.



    Well, i don't want people to know only negative stuff i want people to know positive. Which brings me to something exciting, because i no longer believe in a god that will bring (for those who believe in something similar i mean no harm ok, this sect was EXTREME) an apocalypse on anything that moves, it has given me the courage to embrace a lot of exciting ideas and activities i never would have dared to do before. I am just getting used to the world (of so-called "wicked sinners") around me, so and mj community i confess did help bring me out of my shell. But i am very easily excited and intrigued about any little thing.

    Sorry if this sounds eccentric, i will try and put more normal things in my next post.
    Please don't be afraid to laugh at this if you find this Homer Simpson comical, it is pretty funny, isn't it, the way life can go sometimes?
    That's astounding. Can't imagine. Glad that you found this forum as an outlet. You seem like you have an interesting story to tell.
    And they better spell my name right! L-I-D-E-O. So simple. Frankie Lideo!

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    Dear friend who used to call me "Miss Rose"....
    i know i must have set a terrible impression on you by now, but, please... I am...begging you, could we by any chance talk?
    Look, it'll be just like old times, i promise. In fact, i have changed, i have turned over a new leaf, i swear. Please, let us talk.


    (i'm going to have to do a whole lot of begging here, aren't i. I guess i deserve that... )

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    Quote Originally Posted by miss rose View Post
    well, i was raised under strict religious rules. Plus i had a very bizzare up bringing. My grandma and ma are HIGHLY religious people, well my grandma passed on but my mother still very much so. I was raised in a religion that is very extreme and high control and believes in males being higher than women. There were wayyy to many things it's members or/followers couldn't do.
    I did some research on it (which is forbidden by the religion) and, i found out it is a cult. (it's ok, laugh if you need to)

    The ex members of it are labelled as blasphemers. Anyways so, that is the reason for my good girl, naive to the world, very innocent energy and persona that i give off when people meet me...

    And i AM very naive to the world, i can promise you that.



    Well, i don't want people to know only negative stuff i want people to know positive. Which brings me to something exciting, because i no longer believe in a god that will bring (for those who believe in something similar i mean no harm ok, this sect was EXTREME) an apocalypse on anything that moves, it has given me the courage to embrace a lot of exciting ideas and activities i never would have dared to do before. I am just getting used to the world (of so-called "wicked sinners") around me, so and mj community i confess did help bring me out of my shell. But i am very easily excited and intrigued about any little thing.

    Sorry if this sounds eccentric, i will try and put more normal things in my next post.
    Please don't be afraid to laugh at this if you find this Homer Simpson comical, it is pretty funny, isn't it, the way life can go sometimes?
    Honestly, I find nothing funny about it all. I already knew that some religions are a cult, like the FLDS and Scientology, because I watched those on A&E "Escaping Polygamy" (now moved to Lifetime) and "Leah Remini: Scientology and the Aftermath" (which I just found out will end next week as a 2 hour special). I can honestly say that I admit I do respect religions, but I do not respect those against Michael, taking control on peoples lives who joins, being racist and you name it. That's why I'd never associate with any religion, especially those who disrespects Michael in every way, like the Westboro Baptist Church, they such phonies, they were taught hatred and intolerance.

    We're always happy for newcomers joining here at MJJCommunity. Glad you came to us.
    SUPPORTER/FAN of MICHAEL JACKSON & NARUHINA

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    wow, those are very inciteful words POP. I'm truly glad you understand where i'm coming from. Yes, sadly people shy away from religion because of so much abuse of trust and authority. But, i do still have my own private faith in God and what the heck , any daiety or cosmic belief, it doesn't have to be one specific god (thank goodness). I could even be an atheist if i want...wow. LOL, the freedom! This feels so wonderful ! The possibilities that are set before me are such so exciting now that i am no longer stuck in that brainwash.

    Thank you POP for welcoming me into the club. I really appreciate it.

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    I know this is no where to discuss personal things, but i'll make this very public and vague. I guess this is the position i am in...
    Dear person who used to call me miss rose or i will call you buy a very old user name "secret_fracture". Dear secret_fracture, (here i am bringing religion in this)*soft chuckle* but, the gods have told me something very, very important. I now realize...just how foolish i have been. (pained to call self that)...this is very hard for me. But *getting down on both knees* please understand...i was really being very negative and verbally abusive to myself while you and your comrades were out there fighting for my life.

    I was battling with a lot of dark negative energy...it took me this whole entire year to just...purge myself of all those misconceptions that were blocking the good from from entering my mind and heart. Thus, i came in here to you with a very ungenuine heart, claiming that we can still be friends. A heart that still needed to think only of itself, not realizing the other perspective. I have done some deep meditating and soul searching and the cosmos helped me realize just how much you and the gang have really, really been there for me... But...i never really let it in...i never let it all just sink in. And so, now i find myself in this position, where it hits me like a wall like it did you, that i have said some very very nasty things to you.

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    secret_fracture, i went off to war to battle for human rights. I knew you and the rest of the gang were are still are doing the same. But, we all made a pact. We promised each other that we would never abandon the other in this important cause, and we meant it. Now i see that you guys have come back for me, to help a fellow wounded soldier heal.

    secret_fracture please, if you are reading this, please please understand and see with me. Be patient with a bleeding heart and with me. There is so much fog and pain in side of myself that it's hard to think clearly... BUT, i have to admit ...i found out about ALL of the things you have done for me...i am impressed.

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    Quote Originally Posted by miss rose View Post
    wow, those are very inciteful words POP. I'm truly glad you understand where i'm coming from. Yes, sadly people shy away from religion because of so much abuse of trust and authority. But, i do still have my own private faith in God and what the heck , any daiety or cosmic belief, it doesn't have to be one specific god (thank goodness). I could even be an atheist if i want...wow. LOL, the freedom! This feels so wonderful ! The possibilities that are set before me are such so exciting now that i am no longer stuck in that brainwash.

    Thank you POP for welcoming me into the club. I really appreciate it.
    I do believe in God though and it makes my blood boil to when people are brainwashed, even especially LN are trying to brainwash people like the media and tabloids doing that to poison their minds about Michael. And you can always come to us if you had questions and wanna learn more and what not.
    SUPPORTER/FAN of MICHAEL JACKSON & NARUHINA

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    Thank you POP, i will come to you and whom ever else i should for information on anything.

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    *shaking, trembling* I am so releaved and happy to know that i can finally...finally...fall on my knees and look up to someone and just, pour my heart out to them. *sobbing* *grips and holds secret fracture around knees* Please, let me pour my heart out to you and explain why i am the way i am and to thank you, for all that you have done for me...

    secret_fracture, my dear fellow soldier...allow me to explain my self through this song...

    The Fray : THE LUCKY ONE


    I found God, on the corner of first Amistad, where the west was all but won.
    All alone smoking his last cigarette. I said where you been, he said ask anything.
    Where were you when everything was fallin' apart? All my days were spent by the telephone.
    It never rang, all i needed was a call, that never came to the corner of first and Amistad.

    (chorus) Lost and insecure...you found me, you found me.
    Lying on the floor...surrounded, surrounded.
    Why'd you have to wait ? Where were you, where were you?
    Just a little late...you found me, you found me...


    In the end everyone ends up alone. Losing her, the only one who's ever known
    who i am, who i'm not and who i wan't to be. No way to know how long she will
    be next to me.

    (chorus) Lost and insecure...you found me, you found me.
    Lying on the floor...surrounded, surrounded.
    Why'd you have to wait ? Where were you,where were you?
    Just a little late...you found me, you found me...


    Early morning, city breaks, i've been calling for years and years
    and years and years. And you never left me no messages. You never sent me
    no letters. You got some kind of nerve. Taking all i want.

    ...Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me...
    Lying on the floor...where were you, where were you...?


    (chorus) Lost and insecure...you found me, you found me.
    Lying on the floor...surrounded, surrounded.
    Why'd you have to wait ? Where were you, where were you?
    Just a little late...you found me, you found me...

    why'd you have wait..?
    to find me, to find me...

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    Okay, you know what secret fracture and the gang, i care about you guys feeling happy and encouraged. I don't want to send you mixed depressing messages. So, i am going to stop messing around with what the universe is trying to plan for us okay, by interfering my ...inferior way of doing things. I'm just going to let the cosmos work it's magic okay. On to the next topic, which is Count DRACULA....


    Does any body here read Brahm Stoker or has seen the movie with Wynona Ryder and what's that main actor's name who played Dracula?

    ...ok, i found it, his name is Gary Oldman.
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    I've done MY research on vampires. Did you know that they are real...? Is anyone here interested in the REAL life extra ordinary? I know I am.

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    Okay so, i've looked up some famous vampire youtubers (you know people who aren't afraid to reveal themselves) because it is after all pretty deep and controversial and sometimes for many reasons it could be un safe for these individuals to make themselves known to others. They have to be 100% selective as to who knows. But, anyways youtube did show me a few of them being interviewed or volunteering to have their own channel and explain a bit about themselves and their mysterious world to the general public, it was very exciting and enlightening for me...


    I know... I'm pretty deep, pretty deep.
    Anyways, i'll post my next topic tomorrow.
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    Am i doing a bad job of properly communicating my thoughts and feelings to the people on here, who are and know that they OUGHT to be, very important to me?
    Because if i am *nervous chuckle* i apologize. Hopefully you understand through all the jibberish what i mean, right?

    Ok i edited thread # 12
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