I notice lately everytime i say something i do something some people don't understand. instead of making the threads me talking off topic since it's hard for me understand things you can always PM me.
i'm a very kind person you have no need to afraid of me.
i'm putting up because alot of users have trouble understanding me or i have trouble understanding them.
it's get so annoying and frustrating and it make the threads off topic.
so for now on PM me. i find that much better.
Thank You and God bless.
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a female with major depression,generalized anxiety,behavioral and emotional disorder,ocd mild retardation, and learning disability. i'm not contagious but my smile is.
So if I PM you and ask you to stop posting pointless tweets in the chart thread and stop replying to your own comments, would you understand and listen to me?
I can't see her signature but I do echo Nite Line - would be great if they can stop replying to their own posts and maybe edit their post and add to it, instead. Makes reading threads much harder in the current way.
i literally just said to PM me and you guys replying to the thread.![]()
i block people if i feel i'm being harass etc. that just me and that's my right to block people.
now there's probably be misunderstood because sometimes i don't know any better or probably not mines or the user intentions.
that something i can't help.
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a female with major depression,generalized anxiety,behavioral and emotional disorder,ocd mild retardation, and learning disability. i'm not contagious but my smile is.
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a female with major depression,generalized anxiety,behavioral and emotional disorder,ocd mild retardation, and learning disability. i'm not contagious but my smile is.
Mods can delete this if they have to.
i'm sorry for making a thread like this but i really need to let myself out.
last night and this morning i literally had emotional breakdown and one of reason was coming on here.
i feel like i'm being hated for no reason and i'm tired of it. seriously what's wrong with me? i'm a human being just like everyone else here.
maybe i feel this way but feeling here is hurt. i only join this site being me and mother are MJ fans.
i post things about michael and that's it. it's is not my fault i have things i can't not control. i feel i being harass and/or bullied. my mother don't use social media so i'm doing this by myself also my therapist tell me things but i feel i don't get respect all.
i'm just so tired i like michael jackson but i do like some people in this fandom. i can understand why this community gets hated it not because of michael but some of the fans.
i'm so sorry but i needed to express myself i maybe strong and brave here but i also have feelings and my mental level make my feelings alittle bit more stronger.
i'm crying right now because i don't know what's wrong anymore and it's giving me, family, doctors, and therapists stress.
i don't get it or understand anymore. i don't care if anyone here don't like me i know that i'm positive and sweet natured and there's not alot of people like me but what's the problem?
i'm just so tired of it. i don't wanna leave this site at all but it's the people.
i swear i'm one of the most active people on here and not thinking not adding any money to site next month either.
i just need to let this out because i have no else to talk to because it already has been talked about but nothing changing.
if the mods or any members sees this please message me if you wanna start a conversation.
i may ask for this thread be delete in the future. but i really wanna get the point across. okay?
thank you very much and god bless.
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a female with major depression,generalized anxiety,behavioral and emotional disorder,ocd mild retardation, and learning disability. i'm not contagious but my smile is.
I made my decision and i decided to be less on this forum. i been on this forum for almost 2 years now and since those years i'm am not happy anymore. i know i made some friends here and some enemies here but i'm just not happy anymore. i talked to my therapist the other day and she said i shouldn't be at a place where nobody cares about me or my feelings. she said i don't know anyone here personally so i can't tell i have been harass. since this is the internet i can't really tell who's against me or with me. i feel i can't be handle here or my needs don't matter either.
the website is outdated and not accessible for people like me. which is unfair. i would put money to the site but how i been treated and how my feelings were hurt i really doubt i would put money because my feelings don't matter. my therapist said the website needs people who can really handle me so if this message offends anyone this is coming from my therapist and i agree with her. which i just said.
last month was very terrible i wanted to kill myself. seriously it made my depression go up and my family and therapist was very concern they had to check up on me make sure i wouldn't harm myself.
i'm just being very real and if that offends anyone then it's basically saying my feelings doesn't matter.
i just want people to understand me and my feelings etc. i'm not asking for much. if so i'm sorry.
my mental health matters more then people i don't known personally online. my therapist told me to set boundaries for myself.
i really don't have friends in real life because i'm different. i was planning to make friends last year but Covid-19 really ruin alot of things.
anywho i still love MJ so i guess i'll still post every now and then, if i don't never come back then it's been fun being here for almost 2 years. like i said i wanna be at a place were my feelings matter and my needs. it's not good for my mental health as i stated.
if you wanna know me personally or make friends with me i do have other social media accounts. these accounts will be for my closest friends.
this isn't the first time i felt this way so yeah, i rather to be told i can't be handled.
thank you all very much and may God bless you all.
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a female with major depression,generalized anxiety,behavioral and emotional disorder,ocd mild retardation, and learning disability. i'm not contagious but my smile is.
what that's suppose to mean? what i ever done to you? maybe i don't understand we never talked. are you telling me to be happy? are you telling me this in a good way or bad way? i don't like that comment it's offends me. i was gonna talk you about problems here but i actually deicide not too.
i did send some messages last month did you get it?
i don't know you if you wanna talk we can talk now. i'm all ears. please PM me.
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a female with major depression,generalized anxiety,behavioral and emotional disorder,ocd mild retardation, and learning disability. i'm not contagious but my smile is.
did you merged this thread? if so good. but i actually didn't want this thread merged. see i was gonna deleted some threads over time after that way my friends here can know that i'm leaving and they can understand. i'm planning to deleted this thread. please don't deleted this thread until i'm ready for it be. or i may keep it up i don't know. i need time to figure it out.
Last edited by NatureCriminal7896; 09-04-2021 at 01:11 PM.
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a female with major depression,generalized anxiety,behavioral and emotional disorder,ocd mild retardation, and learning disability. i'm not contagious but my smile is.
Hey Gaz! let's do the conversation thought PM maybe i'm confuse with your comment also it's making the thread clutches
same goes for everyone else please PM don't leave a comment in this thread if you do let one comment and i will or you can PM me. i really want this thread only for me when it come to certain things.
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a female with major depression,generalized anxiety,behavioral and emotional disorder,ocd mild retardation, and learning disability. i'm not contagious but my smile is.
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