Cause damn...i feel ****ed up. I don't have much friends in my neighborhood. All of them living quite a distance from me....two hours distance (with car).
But yesterday night/morning i was watching CNN and feeling miserable as hell....and it really sucked to be alone...something i don't really feel often.

when i saw the fans gathering on tv in america...i thought..damn i need to be there...but that's just not possible. Anything planned in Holland?