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This is the first time in 50 years that the world has had no MICHAEL JACKSON in it for a whole month! This is so surreal still to me, I hate thinking about it! :(
 
This is the first time in 50 years that the world has had no MICHAEL JACKSON in it for a whole month! This is so surreal still to me, I hate thinking about it! :(

Not a nice thought. Michael was 13yrs old when I was born, and Michael existed and was famous my whole life. So him not being with us anymore is has left a huge whole in my like, like "My life When Michael was alive" and now "My life when Michael is no long with us". When I saw Michael close up at the O2 press conference in March and when he was still alive last month seems like over 20yrs ago.
 
This is the first time in 50 years that the world has had no MICHAEL JACKSON in it for a whole month! This is so surreal still to me, I hate thinking about it! :(

I really hate thinking about it that way. :'(
 
Can't believe its been that long already. OMG do I miss him so much. I was just thnking when I was born Michael was 21 years old. I so wish I could go back in time to the 80s and early 90s again. That was where my most happiest Michael memories were.
 
"Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face...

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there".

("Hurt" by Christina Aguilera)

:cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:
 
i do this every Thursday at 5:26 p.m... :cry: that was my time when he was taken
 
:( so painful..... we miss you, Michael :cry: very very very much :(
 
I feel so desperate..

How can the world just go on when the greatest human of all has left this place...it breaks my heart every day since june 25th.

Luckily i have my sons 1st birthday coming up on sunday, at least it will keep my mind busy.
 
i do this every Thursday at 5:26 p.m... that was my time when he was taken

just the same here
I light candles every Thursday:no: @ 11:30 pm which is my time till 2am:cry:
it's too much and too painful ..it reminds me of court time cuz everyday when he went to court I lit a candle for him and Ive still kept the last one I lit b4 vindication day
oh god cant believe one month past?????how can i live my life without him!! I wish I was dead and never see this!! God plz take me soon! sooner than ever plzzzzzzz!!!

Michael was the only joy I had and his smile made my life worthwhile:(
I'm deeply hurt and heartbrken God!! :cry: :cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:
 
Ever so often, throughout my day, I'll have a thought....."MJ is not here. How can this be?" :huh:
Then my heart aches with pain.:( I bite back tears.

I can only imagine what his family is feeling.

June 25th is a date I'll never forget.
 
I still cannot get over it and I cannot even believe it at times, it’s been the saddest month of my life.
 
that brought a tear to my eyes, I was just watching ghosts for the 4th time i love that film :)

A month on Wednesday Michael turns 51 :)
 
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