I swore I wasnt going to see it either but I saw it last week on sunday. Thats what I was upset about, I was doing fine til I saw TII.. I cried hysterically for 3 days straight (literally on the busstops.. on the tube.. infront of people) as if he had died just yesterday. I forced myself to watch ALL the videos.. All my lost VHS tapes and concerts, interviews, Home movies, short films... And then cried some more.. But now 8 days later I am doing amazingly compared to then.. I think I needed to do all that crying.. Its not that it gave me closure.. I just feel better about it now. What have you done since watching the movie?
It might sound like a bad idea to watch all of Michaels videos (I mean everything, the interviews, the documentaries, random clips, shortfilms..) but crying does one good.