What kind of a book are you making? Are you printing out pictures? I was planning to send in Michaels rare pics to a photo shop and have them rezise them to big posters and then frame them on my walls.. I feel the more rare pics I look at, the closer I feel to him.. The stereotypic promotion pics dont do much for me.. I love the rare pics of Michael in his home, or candid laughing pics of him being himself..
God works in mysterious ways. Im not a religious person but I believe everything in life has its purpose and time. When my cousin passed on with cancer (age 20.. unbelivable) I was so angry and asked god why he would do such thing... But hey.. it was her time... We may never know until we are there ourselves. Perhaps Michael is in heaven laughing because he is alright and doing well and has found all the answers to his questions and prayers. As will we. We just have to wait for our time... OK now Im talking depressing things..
Wow.. So MJ going upstairs or by a lift and you're telling him not to go but he does anyway? I would interpet that as Michael having to 'leave' to go to the other side, and you wanting him to stay in our world. Does that make sence? Maybe he was trying to tell us something, that it was his time to leave.
I know.. I thought I was slow at first, missing all the great MJ pics floating around, but then I realised I hadnt seen many of them until after his death so I realised they had only been released after his death due to the high demand of MJ news and photos. Ive been saving pics for years too, some of them are so rare now that they are released.. I feel like a new fan all over again when I discover new pics of Michael.
Im feeling a little bit better.. Not much difference though.. It helps to chat off all the sadness..
Aw Im glad you've had a few couple of better days. What kind of dreams have you had of Michael? Its interesting with dreams, I wonder if they ever have a meaning or if our brains are playing a trick on us. I hope you have a good day tomorrow, Im off to school...
PS: yeah that pic is too gorgeous.. wow MJ was gorgeous eh? too gorgeous...
:huggy: hello sweetheart .:heart: hiow are you holdin up ?...gah ......*shakes head* ..man . its ...sureal ...still. im glad i have you and people...evryone here on mjjc , i worship this palce sometimes . im sending you love and warm hugs .
aw...i'm doing ok. um...i understand you, there were so many things happened in this year...we can't control them, included Michael's dead. It's really so sad... you now?? we might stay strong, bless you and hope you all well *hugs*
yep, keeping busy maybe can let us forgot the pain
but don't be too hard, take a reat tooo~~
you know, i've finished my tralling tour in UK,wow.....it's so cool
and i really love UK, so nice to me^^
Totally understand you.. It dosnt hit me everyday though, it sort of hits me when I watch the memorial or I hear his siblings talk about Michael passing away.. When I hear his songs I still feel like he is with us.. But it dosnt hit me everyday, I sort of have to remind myself by watching the funeral everyday to make myself realise he is never coming back.. Im gonna watch the Uri Geller thing, havent done it yet.
Hi ameliajayne. Im doing good, or at least better now.. I tried to find my way out of MJJC and not spend so much time here but I just couldnt help myself coming back.. Cant stop discussing MJ.. How are you doing?
i think u should focus on the other things to make you feel more better,
you know??? Michael will not want you feel more sad about he's died.
so you should not be sad anymore~~
although it's so hard, but you should try it^^
Everynight when i go to bed, i will say something to the sky
because i think Michael will listen me and he will happy to listen to another who are talking to him...
it had made me feel more better(real)
seens he was living with me and let me felt more comfort~~
you can try it if you want...
if you don't think it so crazy~~~