Wow.. So MJ going upstairs or by a lift and you're telling him not to go but he does anyway? I would interpet that as Michael having to 'leave' to go to the other side, and you wanting him to stay in our world. Does that make sence? Maybe he was trying to tell us something, that it was his time to leave.
I know.. I thought I was slow at first, missing all the great MJ pics floating around, but then I realised I hadnt seen many of them until after his death so I realised they had only been released after his death due to the high demand of MJ news and photos. Ive been saving pics for years too, some of them are so rare now that they are released.. I feel like a new fan all over again when I discover new pics of Michael.
Im feeling a little bit better.. Not much difference though.. It helps to chat off all the sadness..