:huggy:
hey babe,aw....i kno its.....:weeping:
i dont kno . how to.....
.its awful. people offline go "how ya feeling ..cheer up "
i mean ..
i ...cant .
.it is a hard question to answer isnt it ..:huggy:
we are ...its been ...
well it makes me speechless ..
i feel the same way , i mean ..god...
i do..babygal..

its a struggle , i
i shouldnt even be online babygal, becuase...:sigh:,
i dont kno how to be strong anymore or how to ...:huggy::huggy:to get through thhis nova hun , to be honest

.
i just....:no:
we will..somehow ,
holdin on innit ?

:huggy:...i dont kno how else to...what to do , just so glad i have you and all of mjjc .
its beyond me babygal .:angel:



:better::better::better::better::better::better::better::better:

im sorry if i ..it make no sense , it jst all comes out , i blurt it all out , and ...:sigh: