Unfortunately I don't think I will return to MJJC after this, Kate. This may sound like a jerk of me but I have move on with my life. I'm still a fan of course but I'm living my life without attaching myself to the Michael's kingdom. I can live without the drama.
Sorry for not replying earlier as I haven't logged and visited this forum since 2009. I come today due to the upcoming release album and holy, the drama. I have completely forgotten the drama.
I'm doing great. Career and life wise. I'm a happy gay guy now.
I'm still single but I have been blessed with a lot of potential love candidates. Most of them come from the same office building where I work. Two of them, which now have become my friends, are Londoners. They are colleagues working in the same company, they are also best mates and housemates. I like both of them and both of them are flirting with me separately. I don't flirt back (Yet) but yet I still feel dirty and naughty. lol
By the way I have come out to a few friends as well as colleagues now.
I spoke to Chaos like the week before he left for Pakistan he was very excited and happy to be going which is good. Last time he went I never heard from him whilst he was there and I guess it's the same this time around, I guess he just doesn't have access to a PC or the internet.
I haven't left yet :hug: and I know how you feel, seeing the old mjjf names made me glad to have popped my head back in... but I dunno there's just something missing and it's not Michael cause he's always present it's just something else it's a vibe, a feeling... an emptiness I've been kinda depressed with how big that feeling is here.
Also I'm worried I'll end up going back to my old ways and spending far too much of my time on here and missing out on what's going on out there *points out her window*
I know that visually it seems rather cruel to break up with a man when he is ill. Even I was rather uncomfortable to agree with his request to break up with him - in this kind of situation. But it was his request as both of us can't fulfill our promises for our future.
It's hard but it was something that needs to be done.
However it doesn't mean that I no longer care and will not be there for him as we will continue to be close friends.
My ex? Ah, he told me that he was going to go to a hospital to treat his leg few days ago but then he did not. He told me that he waited for hours at the hospital and eventually gave up. He also said that the fee is too high and he can't afford to pay them.