Happy Birthday Emma! I hope you have a great one, and I wish you the very best in life. :hug: Thanks for being a wonderful person to talk to during tough times. Your friendship is valuable, and I hope it'll last for a long time.
Thank you, swetheart.
I'm feeling very weak right now, so will go rest now..
My muscles and bones are just weak. Sometimes to the point of trembling inside and hardly able to stand or walk without help.
Thank you sweetie. Today's pretty rough. I keep thinking that this isn't real, but then I'm brought back to the reality of it all, and it feels like someone punched me in the stomach and ripped my heart out.I try to think he's finally happy now, but that still doesn't make it easier on me because I just miss him so much. :weeping:
Bless you too. :huggy:
Believe me, I know exactly how you feel. I was meant to see Michael on January 9th and I felt awful. I just cried the entire day. I was so happy to be able to see him again. Now all of my dreams are crushed. I feel so alone right now... I don't know how to handle this pain, I can't control it. I miss Michael so so much. I would ask for nothing more if he just was alive. :weeping:
Thanks for your support, I am here for you if you need me x
Those thoughts keep running through my mind. I wouldn't ask for a thing, not an album, not an interview, not a photo...nothing. I just want him here on Earth, alive and smiling with his children. :weeping:
I can't right anymore the tears are making it hard to see the letters on the keyboard.
I know what you mean. My happiness really is forever gone from me. Now sadness and misery has forever taken it's place. And I have gotten very used to feeling that way now. When Michael was still with us I was always laughing, smiling. Because I was just so happy knowing that Michael was somewhere in the world doing something. But now it is not like that for me anymore. I always constantly thinking about him. And always wishing that I was with him. Because he really is the only one in the entire world that can forever take away the pain, sadness, and the depression that I am always feeling now. And the only time when I am not feeling that is when I am asleep. I just so badly wish I could sleep for eternity. It is such a torturous hell not having Michael in this world. I don't know what to do anymore. I cried 5-6 times today. I am crying now. :weeping:
Aw, thank you.. means a lot to me.. I am feeling awful right now.. I can't stop the tears. I can't stop thinking of Michael every moment of the day, I love him so so so so much, what a crazy love! I want him back! :weeping: Wish I could give my life.. I can't anymore...my resistance is breaking.
GREAT choices! ooh I have a long list hahaaa :
unbreakable, wanna be ss, baby be mine, get on the floor, liberian girl, TWYMMF, MITM, keep the faith, shedrives me wild, in the closet, thriller,billie jean,beat it, human nature, on the line, +++
OMG just thinking about it is crazy!!! we have MJ concerts ahead of us!!!! in 32 days and 23 hours (and 31 minutes) loL!!!
hey haha yeah I've been saving for 12 years for this..since I was 7 and saw his concert on TV . I then decided I AM gonna see him once and started saving on my own jackson account,lol
so I've been waiting for this moment though for 14 years so I just had to get as many tickets as I can as I don't know if I'll ever see him again on stage. there's no guarantee you know =/ so had to take the chance while I can
and hey!! one concert is amazing you'll get ur experience of a lifetime!!!! we're so lucky we get to be there what songs do u want to hear?