oh fujon , ....i wish the words i type could showtrue compassion but its difficlt to show that in plain typing , im tryin my best though ,~i hope they offer you some sort of comfort ~i know you can feel them :angel:? and im sorry for so many huggs and angels :mello:...k.i belive michael wouuld want us all to live life to the fullest, fujon.. and be the best that we can be, my darling~ and to carry his legacy strongly and to the fullest , i dont kno what else to say........yes, it IS sureal...yes it is ...the .. the whole ,,,,thing is just ...ugh ...its beyond words :no:, ..i just want you to remain strong my friend , please god grant you the stregnth :angel:thanx you for praying too for me , thanx you fujon.