Thank you, I may later on,,lol. I am so tired but not able to sleep. I really don't know what to do. I want to still bring my kids to the concert (and I looked on viagogo for tickets and they are now so much money that it would be just as cheap to go to the March dates) but it is so expensive. I don't know how to make that much money other than somehow with business. So I will have to work hard at something. and my brain probably won't rest till I figure out what. Then again, I could just forget about fandom. If I stay around here without going, after I had the tickets and paid more than most for the chance to go, and cant even go, I will be bitter. So I'd just have to disappear again I think. Or maybe I'd find another way to appreciate and stick around. ok I just yawned. I gotta be awake in 3 hours so I'm off to bed for real now. night, and thank you for caring.