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    I hope you come back ............and that some time we will get back to the positive side of things? Hope you are doing well, all things considered:)
    Hi LJ
    leaving you some love
    I understand your feelings
    it breaks my heart to read all
    the speculation and attacks
    I feel very uneasy about it

    I want to focus on the beautful
    things about MJ but even those threads
    get hijacked into accusations of everyone
    who knew Michael _ I hope our board gets
    back to focusing on Michael instead of witch
    hunts _ and I hope you will return soon to help
    us do that_ luv yu, :huggy: Mickie
    i'm good also, thanks!
    just busy and tired all the time, but i'll manage :)
    take care hun :huggy:
    Yepp, I know what you mean.
    What I found funniest was how when the photos and the clip of him rehearsing appeared, everyone, EVERYONE agreed that they were proof Michael was perfectly fine and he was murdered... and now, those same people are going: "I knew there was something wrong with him, he didn't look well at all!!!" :rolleyes2:
    I swear, people see what they are told to see...
    Though I read about everything that's posted, I haven't put as much effort into understanding what happened...it's pointless now, and it's most likely we'll never know either...too many parties with conflicting interests involved...
    I just know I miss Michael terribly....

    Yeah, can't wait for a proper vacation :) The past month has been nothing but ongoing stress.
    I feel old though, starting Uni :mello:
    I'm ok too, just came back from an exam, one more left to go and I'm free :)
    Checking the latest on the forum now...sadly, I feel that everything about this "investigation" is gloomier by day.
    Changing the subject a bit - do you know anything about chaos? I know he was supposed to go to Pakistan this summer, but nothing more. I wrote him an email after this whole mess started, but haven't heard from him since. I have barely been on MSN these past months, and (as usual) whenever I was on, he wasn't. So we've barely kept in touch this year.
    Putting it short - if you know something I don't, please let me in on it :lol:
    I know what you mean about time. It is indeed time-consuming, these past few months when I haven't been online I've been asking myself how on earth did I manage to spend so much time on the forum in the past years, lol.
    The only difference is that I stopped coming cause of studies, not for social reasons, it never really affected my social life.
    But you were the "big bad mod" as well, so it was a bit more difficult for you, I guess :p
    Right now I need to be here though; at least until we know something about the autopsy/toxicology results, and about the future of those kids. Along with this suffocating pain, there's also a lot of fear in my heart. For his family, his legacy, his private life, everything. I know there is nothing I can do about them, but I can't help worrying.
    I know it's not the same, many people have left and the atmosphere is far from the one from 2 years ago.
    Yet being here has helped me beyond words. Not just the forum itself, but also seeing many of the "oldies" from mjjforum. That's why it saddens me to hear that you are once again leaving.
    Not get me wrong, I'm not saying it in an angry way or anything close to that. I know how difficult it is for everyone. It just saddens me, that's all.
    The cutie in my av is Takuya Kimura from SMAP. You've probably seen the SMAP interview, he was the one wearing a green t-shirt. Good eye candy eh? ;)
    Hey! I'm doing alright how are you? :) Can't help but snap at a few members on the board, so trying hard to hold my tongue!
    See you again LJ.

    I'm going back to my hibernate mode again.

    You take care of yourself my dear friend.

    See you again somewhere in the future.

    Regards,

    JJ
    Oh, shut up, you need a bunch of hugs yourself :hug: :hug: :hug: :cry: You've always been our mommy, but I know this is affecting you at least just as much.
    It's incredible how I still can't get it through my head that he...is somewhere else. It's like waking up in a nightmare every day.
    I am so greatful for this forum and the people I've got to know over the years, I'd be done for without you guys :hug:
    This whole thing is killing me :cry: First Paris' heartbreaking speech and now these homicide suspicions :cry:
    How could this happen, how? :cry:
    so glad to hear it...i'm better too, thanks...thank God, i'm so busy these days that i don't have actual time to think about MJ's death and get depressed...
    hugs and kisses
    xoxo
    hey Linda, how are you sweety? hopefully, a bit better...right?
    :huggy:
    thank you so mutch...
    we see here again
    I have to go work... someone else dont understand that my feelings & pain is true...
    they think that is only a bad news, I feel like Michael it was my family¡¡¡¡
    Incluted in my home, everyone its sad, its like Michael gone with the good times of this generation...(w)
    see you latter
    hey, thanks for acept my add
    I be new in the site, but not new love MJ...
    so I'm trying to understand this pain inside on me :(
    and need someone else to feell like me, I cant sleep cince de 25th july
    I cant belived, I cant stop to cry...
    :huggy:

    Oh yeah, I forgot! They showed the "I love to tour" part too :rofl: I couldn't believe it, the whole scene!!! Haha, that was one of his best ever :heart:

    God, I miss him...

    As soon as I'm done with these annoying exams, I'm rewatching all of his interviews and concerts :angry: Though even if I had the time, right now I can barely stand to watch a video. Hurts like hell.

    Yes, he is wonderful. For all the beauty he has shared with us, I will do my best to continue smiling.

    Thank you too :huggy:
    But the best part was this: during the interview, they would sometimes stop to show scenes from the Private Home Movies, or from LWMJ, the scenes where Michael talks about his children being his biggest treasure (showed the recent pics from TMZ too), about the loneliness in his life and how he was forced to not live a normal life, all the good stuff. I got tears in my eyes again watching these images.
    And at the end, the guy that was invited thanked them for showing these scenes, because people need to know Michael the human, who he really was, and that no one speaks of his life more beautifully than he does.
    The presenter had tears in her eyes, she was very moved by Michael's relationship with his children.

    I'm so so glad that someone finally made a step into presenting Michael as he really was. It filled my heart with joy. I'm only sorry it wasn't at a different hour, most people don't watch the news in the afternoon, lol.

    I felt like sharing this with someone :)
    You know, for the first time, I felt slightly comforted today...

    I've always hated the press here, how they pick up any lousy piece of "news" and then broadcast it (not that they've stopped now). But one channel in particular has been very decent ever since the news came in, and today they were at their peek.
    They called a local pop star who was known to be a HUGE fan (btw,I've been a fan of the guy ever since I was in kindergarten, lol) and asked him to talk about Michael and how he felt about him. Now, the guy talked like any loyal member on this board. Just BEAUTIFUL! You could see he loved Michael with all his heart and never ceased to believe in him. I'm really glad they called him.
    I miss the ice cream spoon ...the one you used to hit haters in that chat room, back in the V day. I miss those days, Linda

    I'm in shock and STILL refuse to believe it! Drinking doesn't help me :(
    All I know is that a local radio station was highly jammed with calls from fans crying and asking for confirmation about Michael's death. It's a pity we don't have a decent local community or a club in Malaysia. I know Michael has a huge followers in here but they all scattered without connection to each other as a community.

    I finally managed to listen to Michael's upbeat songs. I have been playing his slow songs since yesterday and sobbed through them.

    But ah, it's hard to believe that he is gone now. I don't think I can swallow it as a fact forever.
    Well I don't know if this appropriate to tell due to the circumstances that we are having right now but there's this guy who constantly smiled at me nonstop. His office is right beside mine.

    Fact: He is 6 feet tall and he makes me feel like a midget. He is also an Australian. I think. Although I am still not sure if he's gay although it seems so.

    But in general, I'm not ready to go through a relationship yet. Friendship, sure. But nothing more than that.
    aw my friend, thts really sweet of u. im still in shock, watching moonwalker just now, michaels kickin everyones ass in smooth criminal at the moment lol awesome! they'll never be another like him. hugs!
    Well I also returned due to Michael's death. Never thought I would return due to this.

    I'm doing okay. My boyfriend has officially broke up with me but we are still best friends and communicating with each other everyday on Skype. Although sometimes he hinted that our relationship is not over. It can be hard and confusing sometime.

    Are you planning to attend Michael's funeral if they going to have one? I hope I can attend but unfortunately it depends on my work schedule.

    So far I failed to find one decent fan from Malaysia in MJJC. I was hoping that I can gather fans from Malaysia for a vigil and such.

    Glad to see you back. Hugs.
    Good God, you're back!
    Well, seems like most people are returning now...
    Hope you're okay (...leaving aside what happened...), I'm glad to see you again.
    And may we find the power the endure the pain of losing him. I'm still in denial...and will probably continue being a long time from now.

    *hugs back*
    Hey L.J. ,

    I hope you are ok, well as ok as any of us are. I've been going between shock, to being extremely upset and crying to getting angry, to back to shock. You aren't alone, and I...I just...I'm at a loss for words.

    **hugs**
    And no matter what happens, or what thoughts are going through your mind right now... know that I do love ya and respect you, Linda. You will always have a friend in me.
    M
    uuhuuuu.
    I'm gonna hide a little myself this weekend. Going away to a place without internet connection. Back on Sunday hehe ;)
    D
    Hey LJ, I added you on MSN just now. Are you online?

    xxx
    Hi LJ
    I have our Christmas Quilt video finished. I uploaded it on post 425 in the Gift for Michael thread. I hope you like it.
    Woah! x_X
    *Freaked out with time differences*
    You must be in Oz? Well, goodnight and sleep tight! ^_^ And thank you!
    M
    hi L.J! I am doing fine.. I just worked 5 hours and tommorow I work 10 so I am a little tired zzzz.. Its good to be on MJJC and take a break. I love the smiley on your page, it is so cute! hope you are doing well too :) Keep Michaeling
    -Shayla
    M
    hi L.J. hope you have a good day!
    Oh, great thanks. I think I know what's causing those problems. I sure will use that feature you showed me now, funnily enough, I discovered it on another board about 3 days ago yet using it on here didn't even cross my mind. So thanks again for your help and take care!
    Awww! Sorry girl. I was feeling a tad bit embarrassed and its all Michael's fault.
    But, I think I'll reconsider and put it back....at least for my b-day.
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