L.J

:hug: I haven't been here much over the weekend. How are you?

The cutie in my av is Takuya Kimura from SMAP. You've probably seen the SMAP interview, he was the one wearing a green t-shirt. Good eye candy eh?

Hey! I'm doing alright how are you? Can't help but snap at a few members on the board, so trying hard to hold my tongue!

See you again LJ.

I'm going back to my hibernate mode again.

You take care of yourself my dear friend.

See you again somewhere in the future.

Regards,

JJ

Oh, shut up, you need a bunch of hugs yourself :hug: :hug: :hug: You've always been our mommy, but I know this is affecting you at least just as much.
It's incredible how I still can't get it through my head that he...is somewhere else. It's like waking up in a nightmare every day.
I am so greatful for this forum and the people I've got to know over the years, I'd be done for without you guys :hug:

This whole thing is killing me First Paris' heartbreaking speech and now these homicide suspicions
How could this happen, how?

:give_heart: :heart:

so glad to hear it...i'm better too, thanks...thank God, i'm so busy these days that i don't have actual time to think about MJ's death and get depressed...
hugs and kisses
xoxo

hey Linda, how are you sweety? hopefully, a bit better...right?
:huggy:

Even tho I was gone from here, I still love you very much, Linda!

hey, hugs¡

*hugs*

thank you so mutch...
we see here again
I have to go work... someone else dont understand that my feelings & pain is true...
they think that is only a bad news, I feel like Michael it was my family¡¡¡¡
Incluted in my home, everyone its sad, its like Michael gone with the good times of this generation...(w)
see you latter

hey, thanks for acept my add
I be new in the site, but not new love MJ...
so I'm trying to understand this pain inside on me
and need someone else to feell like me, I cant sleep cince de 25th july
I cant belived, I cant stop to cry...

HEY how are you ?
we really miss you :yes:

:better:How are you doing?
I am sort of still trying to get to terms with this. Dont know what to say.

:huggy:

Oh yeah, I forgot! They showed the "I love to tour" part too :rofl: I couldn't believe it, the whole scene!!! Haha, that was one of his best ever :heart:

God, I miss him...

As soon as I'm done with these annoying exams, I'm rewatching all of his interviews and concerts :angry: Though even if I had the time, right now I can barely stand to watch a video. Hurts like hell.

Yes, he is wonderful. For all the beauty he has shared with us, I will do my best to continue smiling.

Thank you too :huggy:

But the best part was this: during the interview, they would sometimes stop to show scenes from the Private Home Movies, or from LWMJ, the scenes where Michael talks about his children being his biggest treasure (showed the recent pics from TMZ too), about the loneliness in his life and how he was forced to not live a normal life, all the good stuff. I got tears in my eyes again watching these images.
And at the end, the guy that was invited thanked them for showing these scenes, because people need to know Michael the human, who he really was, and that no one speaks of his life more beautifully than he does.
The presenter had tears in her eyes, she was very moved by Michael's relationship with his children.

I'm so so glad that someone finally made a step into presenting Michael as he really was. It filled my heart with joy. I'm only sorry it wasn't at a different hour, most people don't watch the news in the afternoon, lol.

I felt like sharing this with someone

You know, for the first time, I felt slightly comforted today...

I've always hated the press here, how they pick up any lousy piece of "news" and then broadcast it (not that they've stopped now). But one channel in particular has been very decent ever since the news came in, and today they were at their peek.
They called a local pop star who was known to be a HUGE fan (btw,I've been a fan of the guy ever since I was in kindergarten, lol) and asked him to talk about Michael and how he felt about him. Now, the guy talked like any loyal member on this board. Just BEAUTIFUL! You could see he loved Michael with all his heart and never ceased to believe in him. I'm really glad they called him.

I miss the ice cream spoon ...the one you used to hit haters in that chat room, back in the V day. I miss those days, Linda

I'm in shock and STILL refuse to believe it! Drinking doesn't help me

Missed you. Good to see you back L.J. Sorry it had to be under such sad circumstances.

i got one for mike memorial one

i am, love. and u?

Aw L.J. Thanks for coming back. I've really missed you.
:boohoo:

All I know is that a local radio station was highly jammed with calls from fans crying and asking for confirmation about Michael's death. It's a pity we don't have a decent local community or a club in Malaysia. I know Michael has a huge followers in here but they all scattered without connection to each other as a community.

I finally managed to listen to Michael's upbeat songs. I have been playing his slow songs since yesterday and sobbed through them.

But ah, it's hard to believe that he is gone now. I don't think I can swallow it as a fact forever.

Well I don't know if this appropriate to tell due to the circumstances that we are having right now but there's this guy who constantly smiled at me nonstop. His office is right beside mine.

Fact: He is 6 feet tall and he makes me feel like a midget. He is also an Australian. I think. Although I am still not sure if he's gay although it seems so.

But in general, I'm not ready to go through a relationship yet. Friendship, sure. But nothing more than that.

aw my friend, thts really sweet of u. im still in shock, watching moonwalker just now, michaels kickin everyones ass in smooth criminal at the moment lol awesome! they'll never be another like him. hugs!