Aw, :hug:
I know how you feel. When I bought the TII dvd the day it came out, it took me like several weeks before I could watch it, and when I did, it's like I forced myself too. It was hard because when I saw it in the theater it felt as if someone ripped my broken heart out.
As of this day, I've only watched the dvd 1 time, and it sits with my other Michael stuff. I just, can't take it. My heart is already shattered, so watching it is soooooo overwhelming for me. When Michael sings, "I'll Be There" omg I just wanna cry now just thinking of it. Of course, then end when he does "Man In The Mirror" and they show the dancers cheering in slow motion, the sadness hits me like more than a ton of bricks. :boohoo:
Lots of love,
Fran x