You are a wonderful person,and your kids have so luck to have you as a father!
i don't think i will go either.Besides London being very expensive,i can't go anywhere without knowing how my mother is and will be.Plus,i am saving money to go to USA (vegas),to see my boyfriend that i love and i miss a lot.
(I love Michael a lot,yes...i miss him...But my boyfriend means the world to me.I think Michael would understand my choice so well).
Also i think that Michael will perform again.he loves being on stage,so i think he will maybe tour again.
I hope he tours USA,and also spain,as he didn't like being my country.If only i knew why...
Love you chichi.hugs