like keeping things in like allll the time l...not good .like built up for 2, 3, yrs maybe more .so when explaining it may not make so much sense cos ive keep it in so long and thats jst the begining ... but it has been realy nice,to let you in,.... um... moving .is that the word idk ....its realy rare that um..i personaly can open up about ....things , in genral but.ive feel like ive lernt just in genral a bit more just by talking with you .and that maybe tellin the negative experince ,it becomes posative and a comfort for you ...so theres some good in it after all so i kinda aunderstand a little ...cos ive sort of been there before sorta ..but .so i hope that you find the same comfort ,or simular hope.it gives you a some kind of a comfort when talking to me too babe just in genral also ..not just the deep bits n such :angel:. you are strong and thats the thing ,you kno excatly what you want .and i think you are an absoltue treasure to everyone around you gal,bless you.