I cried in the early hours of the morning, I cried myself to sleep :weeping:
I ended up going to school, and I have to say I think it was for the best. My friends cheered me up, I even smiled a little. When I'm with people I don't think about it, its when I'm on my own when it gets to me. Although I did have to do a test for my Science ISA which wasn't too good, all I could think about was MJ
Then I came home and went to my memorial spot, I decided to plant flowers instead of a tree and I put a drawing of MJ which I framed, a message to him on a scrolled up paper with a red ribbon, and I just sat there with my dog for maybe two hours after I read my message I sang We've Had Enough, climbed a tree for a while and then went home and listened to his music.
At 10:00pm I did the MJ global prayer and then at 10:26pm (exactly a year since he passed), I went into a real state
couldn't stop crying
did you do anything?