It's very painful. I'm dying without my Michael.. I don't want to live in a world where Michael isn't here.. I want to die....just to see him! :weeping: I am so distraught, I want to die. I don't want to live without him, I just want him back.. please help me
Yes you are so right and I will always have him with me in my heart. But still it seems so lonely without him and the new years just don't matter so much. I just hoping somehow it can be a better year..I have left my heart in 2009 and having a hard time. I KNOW he is in a better place and that brings me peace. But it really is hard for me. I dont want to live like this, without my true love, the love of my life.. My heart's really hurting and I can't stop crying. I'm so sad. Words fail me, I can't describe how much I miss him. I'd give my life for him to come back. :weeping:
Thank you for your kind words. But it is hard to start the new year without Michael. I will always miss him. It is hard for me to watch shows about him on tv because it is very sad. They show images from his press conference and he is very happy. I think to myself he isn't gone. I don't want to leave him in the past. I can't say goodbye to him and I won't. It is hard to imagine a new year without Michael. :weeping: I want him back..