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Dear Michael
It's been a while but Ive finally made it back here, to a place which hold so many memories. The years since you left us have been hard but I'm still here, scarred and weary but never giving up on you.

2009 was the best of times and the worst of times. Those months from March to June, our secret world here on MJJC, where we came every day to walk with you step by step as you prepared your next project.

To be here on MJJC part of a secret world, sharing the excitement, with real life and online friends was such an incredible experience. The laughter, the fun, the happiness, just radiated from every post and thread.

And then the unthinkable happened, right in the highest peak of excitement, we lost you.

Suddenly our private world, our small community where everyone knew everyone was flooded. Our private grief was now somehow something everyone claimed.

We honestly didnt know how to cope. We were thrust into a nightmare of dealing with our own very personal grief and having to comfort strangers who also claimed to feel the same way we did.

We had to deal with people flooding our community who did not know our culture, our language, our behaviour, our unwritten rules. We had to deal with the lack of knowledge and the lack of understanding. We had to deal with the excitement of people discovering you and this amazing world for the first time while we were suffering the most unimaginable pain and grief.

Is it any wonder many of us just couldnt and drifted away. Like oil and water, the clash of two very different communities just was not sustainable.

Now that the years have passed those of us who survived are slowly coming back. But the grief and pain have scarred some of us too deeply.

For some time heals, and they can once again smile and laugh and find joy and happiness. Some find comfort in your voice and the music, like a warm blanket wrapped around them.

For some though, the pain is too deep and the music and your voice is like a knife ripping through their soul.

For all of us though, being part of MJJC is like coming home. Its once again returning to the safe fortress where we can retreat to. The sound of happiness and laughter may now be replaced by quiet sobbing, instead of fun and games, people now comfort and hold each others hands in quiet corners.

Like a Phoenix , MJJC will rise again, tired and battle weary fans will find their way home and maybe some scars and wounds will heal.
 

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Hi, moonstreet,

This is a beautiful idea for a thread. I remember us having one just like this on Positively Michael, where people could say what was on their minds and in their hearts and leave their messages there, just for him. We didn't even comment on each other's posts, usually, unless it was to offer comfort. It would be lovely if this thread could be like that, with many of us contributing our thoughts, from time to time.
 

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Dear Michael,

I still think of you everyday. You are in everything I do, in my thoughts and prayers. I miss you and love you forever.
 

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Dear Michael,

It has been a long time since I heard your songs - and I have to admit, after almost 10 years I can now listen to you and enjoy the happiness and joy that your music and dancing brings into my life. I cannot even begin to describe the positivity and excitement that you and your songs emit. It is so wonderful to have your songs accompany me on small adventures, almost like a soundtrack, where the sun always shines.

I don't like 'looking back' but I have to say that the impact that you have on me now compared to almost a decade ago has turned a complete 180*. Instead of sadness, you bring me joy, and instead of making me feel cold and upset, you add colour to my life and make me feel like I can take on the world (which I can!) and be excited and ready to take on new adventures with new opportunities!

Thinking back (again), you were the first 'pop star' that I had a crush on as a teenager (lol) and I guess I will always have a soft spot for you. I wish I had kept all of the things that I had; the BAD poster, the records, the books, the videos, the shirts...but they all had to go away for a while as they made me upset..I know you'll understand.

Going back to positive things; I am always happy now that with the internet, I can watch your videos anytime and marvel at your spectacular dancing and singing over and over again. I know you've heard it a thousand times, but I don't believe you can find a performer that does it like you do! That is why I like you so much, your songs have the ability to take me somewhere else and make me dance and be happy. Which is what life's all about, isn't it?
 

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Dear Michael,

It's been far too long and not nearly enough time to heal. But if I am honest with myself, I don't think this loss will ever heal properly. I love and miss you everyday.

Thank you for all you have given us. Thank you for your art,your love, your inspiration. Thank you for making me a better person.
 

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Dear Michael,
Feeling so much love and affection for someone I've never known and never will, shouldn't be possible, yet it is......
 

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Letter to michael jackson in heaven

Dear Michael jackson
Its has been 9 years without you and still I miss you so much and crying for you endlessly why I don't know. So I thought that I should write a little letter to you in heaven so that my feelings for you can reach you to heaven. When I frist heard the news on TV that you have died my eyes were suddenly full of tears. At that time my heart was in pain and I cannot stop crying and thinking of you. As the time passes by I start to fall in love with you more and more so that I can feel your presence in my heart forever.And one day you gifted me the most precious gift in my life and that is the moonwalkers family. And I love the moonwalkers family very much and I will protect them forever. Michael and I never had a chance to meet you ??? and I always wanted to meet you and hug you and wanted to hide in your arms from the cruelty of the world and wanted to heal the world for you so that you can live in peace but you left us suddenly. And I know when I will die you will be waiting to welcome all the moonwalkers family in the heaven ????. Michael jackson not only this and I can't live without you one day and without you my world feels so lonely and I know we are not alone and you are here with us in our hearts forever but still I can't stop loving you michael jackson you have taken a very important place in my life??????????????. Please come back and you are my life and my only key to the happiness.
Yours Sneha Basu
 

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Dear Michael,

I bless the day that I first saw you and heard you...that was the day that your heart spoke directly to mine.
You have brought so much to my life and you still do, through your work. I love you and I miss you.
I think of you all the time and that will never change.

Mikky
 

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Dear michael,

Just wanna let u know that we will always defend u no matter what ALWAYS AND FOREVER CUZ WE KNOW YOU ARE 100% INNOCENT
 

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Dear Michael,
With 13 years old I felt in love with you... I remember watching The way you make me feel, and imagining to be Tatiana! Later I went to two of your concerts, of the Bad Tour and de Dangerous Tour..I couldn't be near the stage, so I could not see you, but I felt amazing because I was in the same space and time with you!!
I have all your CD's, from The Jackson 5 , the Jackson and then your solo career. Then I grew up:scratch:, I had to work hard, I knew my husband and get children... Life goes on! You have always been in my heart, as my secret lover...:shutup: My kids now have an age that can enjoy your music, so I have started to rediscover you again, with the eyes of a grown up woman. Now I see the deepness of your message. The incredible work you did for us. You gave us your life! And I feel so, so, sad for what you had to endure. It seemed the world couldnt understand so much goodness inside one man.
I have never written something here, but after I read about the Sundance "documentary" I felt so angry that I felt the need of some suport.
 

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Dear Michael,

Here I am, again, baffled over how amazing you are for the 283948th time. I just joined this community, so that I somehow can feel closer to you by talking to other fans of yours.
Since I was five years old, you've been like a friend, a parent, a lover and the biggest crush I've ever had (lol). I still remember watching you on TV as a kid, asking my mother if I could ever meet you. Sadly, I never got the chance. Sometimes I wish I was born earlier.

Parts of my childhood left when you did.

I miss you alot.
 

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Dear Michael,

I am thinking of you a lot today.

I love you. It's as simple as that, really.

Mikky
 

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I love you Michael, you made my life. A massive creative boost, and a motivational and experience boost that you gave me, is enough for a lifetime! Greatest man in the world for me! Michael you gave us everything creatively! And what more could you give is what I'm thinking! I love everything about you!
 
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Dear Michael
Those months from March to June, our secret world here on MJJC, where we came every day to walk with you step by step as you prepared your next project.

Wait what? Michael was active on this forum or did I read that wrong?

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"walk" with you, not "talk" with you, haha. Ok, my bad.

I miss him as well. Nothing is really the same without him. Especially the music industry...
 

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We love you and miss you everyday Michael. especially the fact you been gone for an decade this year. we all know you was,is, and always be innocent. bless you Michael. :heart:
 

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Nothing is really the same without him. Especially the music industry...

Isn't that the truth.

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8701girl

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Wait what? Michael was active on this forum or did I read that wrong?

edit
"walk" with you, not "talk" with you, haha. Ok, my bad.

I miss him as well. Nothing is really the same without him. Especially the music industry...


I think michael had an account on here
 

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Dear Michael

How i wish with all my heart that you were still with us, every time I see your picture or hear your songs my heart breaks a little bit more. the deep sorrow I feel because you aren't here anymore, I've never know pain like it. I think about you all the time and will regret never getting to see you at one of your concerts. people say that time is a great healer but its been 10 years and the pain is still so very raw, I wonder if it will ever ease, will i ever be able to look a picture of you or hear one of your songs and smile rather than cry, my heart will always belong to you Michael and I hope when I get to heaven you will be there waiting to hold me, only then will the pain of loosing you go away :cry:
 

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Dear Michael, I just want to tell you that i'm always by your side. Even though we are going through bad times AGAIN Im always here. We are here representing you.
 

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Dear Michael, I miss you from the bottom of my heart and will never forget you. Thank you for everything you have done for us!
 

Mikky Dee

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Dear Michael,

I thought it would be easier by now, but it really isn't.
You are so loved and so missed.

You would be very proud of your three children.
They will do great things in your name.
Your legacy is strong.
 
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