I feel less of a fan because i can't go view Michaels body

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But i love him with all my heart and i would really like to go but i can't and it really hurts because i feel less then a fan. Does that mean i am less then a fan because i'm not going to see his body? I want to say goodbye i am going to miss him so so much words can't express how much i will i love him so much :(
 

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I kinda feel the same. Money, Travel, Work all dictates I can't go to see my one true idol on Friday.... then again, would I want to see him like that? So many mixed emotions right now! You Are Not Alone!:angel:
 

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I think you have nothing to worry about, you can tell him you love him whenever you want, he's in heaven now, he will hear you...he was very spiritual person remember that, body isn't more important than soul...plus you will remember him as a smiling, alive person.he would like us to remember him like that...
 

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you have the answer yourselve...
You say it yourselve, looking to his body.
But that body isn,t michael anymore
Michael isn,t in his body anymore sweety.....
He,s everywhere....in your heart.....in the wind, in the sky in the sea....
you are NOt less fan bij don,t seeing his body.
 

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But i love him with all my heart and i would really like to go but i can't and it really hurts because i feel less then a fan. Does that mean i am less then a fan because i'm not going to see his body? I want to say goodbye i am going to miss him so so much words can't express how much i will i love him so much :(
i feel exactly the same i feel i must go and say good by to the man we all love. it is so painful to know tht i cannot say good bye. i pray and talk to him but i just still feel so upset i feel so empty.
 

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I'd feel guilty seeing him now when I didn't see him in life.
 

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i understand how you feel, but 'member its your love for Mike that counts :flowers:
 

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you have the answer yourselve...
You say it yourselve, looking to his body.
But that body isn,t michael anymore
Michael isn,t in his body anymore sweety.....
He,s everywhere....in your heart.....in the wind, in the sky in the sea....
you are NOt less fan bij don,t seeing his body.


God i just hope he knows i love him so much i want him in my heart i wish i knew he was there i want him to know that i love him. How do i keep him in my heart apart of me died with him i swear it did i just don't feel the same anymore since he died. Apart of me is empty now and i don't mind him taking apart of me with him.
 

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I wish I could see him at least dead. I have never seen him live, so the funeral would be my last chance. Unfortunately, I have no money to travel to LA and that saddens me even more. I would like to be with him at his last days above the ground. :(
 

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I feel like the biggest fan in the world and I DON'T want to see him dead....not even going to Neverland even though I easily could
 
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I feel the same i am tearing myself up cause i really want to go,as i and we will never see out idol or hero again,just to be there and feel michaels presence,i know wld be out of this world,i just want to be there and lay flowers and be with the other fans grrrrrr,just not enough time,i have never wanted to be somewhere as much as there and the pain ontop of everything else is so bad :-:)-(,i wanted to send flowers but i doubt thay will be able to do that,would of been great if somehow we all could of sent some kind of card a big huge on,everyone could email and then stick the emails inside the card :-(,god my heart is so broken and heavy :-( love to u all x
 

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i feel so bad too :(
its hard being 14...i cant go anywhere i havent done anythng i want to go and pay tribute to him properly but i can;t i feel so awful :boohoo
 

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I feel like the biggest fan in the world and I DON'T want to see him dead....not even going to Neverland even though I easily could


So you don't think i should feel less then a fan because i can't go see his body?
 

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I feel the same in a way. There is no way I can get all the way over there from England, especially considering I dont have any money. Would be weird seeing him as well :\
 

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God i just hope he knows i love him so much i want him in my heart i wish i knew he was there i want him to know that i love him. How do i keep him in my heart apart of me died with him i swear it did i just don't feel the same anymore since he died. Apart of me is empty now and i don't mind him taking apart of me with him.

I would like him to come in my dreams and tell me:"I know you love me" and then I guess everything would be OK, I just want him to know how much I love him...
now I'm also not afraid of dead, I know he waits there...
 

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I wish I could go, at least to Neverland don't think I could see him in a coffin. :(

I will be planting a tree in the wild, at the place that gave my mind some peace on friday. I can't be there but I will say goodbye in my own way, in my own special place for Michael.
 

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I can't go see him either I would if I had the money to go see him. But I am glad I don't have the money to go see him. Because it will probably just litterally kill me to see Michael like that. But I don't feel less than a fan I feel more of fan than ever before. Because I am remembering him in my own way. By seeing him in more happier times. Thank god for all the MJ stuff that I had taped over the years. As well as spending over 200 dollars on Ebay on Michael Jackson concerts alone. It was so well worth the price for them. I live on the eastern side of the U.S. and even though I can't go. I am still holding on to that hope. That one day I will see Neverland and I will be able to lay some flowers down at the gate.
 

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Isn't there any possibility to send him flowers? :scratch:
 

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i am glad this thread was made because i feel terribly guilty that i wont be at neverland on friday; i have the money but first : i alm scared of flying and giving the latestest news i don t want to fly (i flew many times before tho) and i don t want to see michael dead... i am scared of regretting it and not be able to change it cause it is friday and no other day.
 

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i dont understand this guilt thing - Michael is dead. he is gone forever. nothing will ever change regarding him. its pointless to go see a dead body....
 

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i dont understand this guilt thing - Michael is dead. he is gone forever. nothing will ever change regarding him. its pointless to go see a dead body....

I understand that Strawberry i guess i just want to say goodbye but i have no idea how to do that
 
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u dont have to be there to say goodbye. hes not there anymore hes not aware of it. id that the last memory of mj u want to have seeing him like that. (although ) it looks like its not happening now anyway)its bothers me more not being there so i can be with other fans and be united together rather than sat at home
 
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