I understand this too, how can he have been taken so suddenly. Thats the hardest thing to come to terms with. I never ever would want Michael to have suffered in anyway, but within the space of an hour it went from an ambulance at his home, to him being dead, such a blow. I still cant bring myself to watch his videos, it hurts too much knowing that he isnt with us anymore, as I speak his voice came on tv for the LWMJ clip and tears have come from nowhere, that softness inhis voice that we will never hear again.
This is tough.