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I was born september 22=boyfriend 

January 4th=Enemy
In a way that is correct now. Since I replaced him with Shahrukh Khan and Sonu Nigam. And hopefully before this year is over. I would have replaced every single one of Michael's songs. With the right Bollywood song for that MJ song. So far I found about a dozen. I still have long ways to go yet. My MJ fandom is practically still on life support. Especially since there is absolutely nothing to look forward to in the MJ fandom world anymore. With Bollywood there is always something to look forward to. Same goes for computer and video games. Which is another thing I replaced him with. Thanks to my depression, insomnia, the nightmares, and the anxiety attacks that I have now. Which were all brought on by that nameless ahole by doing what he did. I am never going to be that devoted 100% hardcore MJ fan ever again. Back when we still had him he was my total obsession. Now I realized just how very stupid I was of ever becoming a fan of his in the first placed. And I been one since the early 80s. I so totally regret it now. I just wish now I could burn every single one of my MJ items. That I had wasted all those years collecting.
FortéFord;4181669 said:Care to explain what happened? I find it odd (and sad) that you wish you were never a fan and would want to burn all of your MJ items.
Dad. I guess I'll take it. He's actually the same age as my dad. DILF![]()
That mother fcking ahole is what happen. If he hadn't done what he did to Michael. I will still be one of the world's most biggest MJ fans. He was my total obsession when we still had him. Thanks to that nameless ahole not only did he brought on major depression for me. But he also cause me to suffer from horrible insomnia, horrific nightmares about MJ, and anxiety attacks. 4 things I can not get help on. Just even thinking about it again just really angers me to no fcking end. I want nothing more to see that ahole pay for what he has done with his life. That ahole should be on death row awaiting the same exact kind of execution that he gave to Michael. Not out walking the streets doing what ever. I would so totally love to get my revenge on that ahole. Since the justice system didn't do it. I would love to do it myself. Thankfully I have a brother who has a gun collection. But I will rather become the real life Shivani Chopra. The way she had gotten her revenge on the 4 people that destroyed her h word life. In the 1994 Bollywood movie Anjaam is just way too perfect. And to hear the revenge song Partighat Ki Jwala playing just makes it even more perfect. So is the way Pratap got his revenge on the people that destroyed his life in the 2010 Bollywood movie Rakht Charitra. That movie is just a blood bath of one revenge killing after another. And to make that movie even better it was based on a true story that happen in India. Any way monsters like him needs to be dead now. Eternally burning in that Lake Of Fire. Not out walking the streets. Why the fcking hell should he being able to live his life the way he wants to. When Michael will never be able to do that again. Because of what he did I had to replace MJ with Bollywood and video/computer games. Out of hopes of getting out of this depression of mine. And they are the only things that I found that will bring some kind of comfort to me. And help take some of my mind off the constant miserable life that he forced me to have now. I will never know what it is like to be the nice h word person I once was back when we still had him.:boohoo
January 4th=Enemy
In a way that is correct now. Since I replaced him with Shahrukh Khan and Sonu Nigam. And hopefully before this year is over. I would have replaced every single one of Michael's songs. With the right Bollywood song for that MJ song. So far I found about a dozen. I still have long ways to go yet. My MJ fandom is practically still on life support. Especially since there is absolutely nothing to look forward to in the MJ fandom world anymore. With Bollywood there is always something to look forward to. Same goes for computer and video games. Which is another thing I replaced him with. Thanks to my depression, insomnia, the nightmares, and the anxiety attacks that I have now. Which were all brought on by that nameless ahole by doing what he did. I am never going to be that devoted 100% hardcore MJ fan ever again. Back when we still had him he was my total obsession. Now I realized just how very stupid I was of ever becoming a fan of his in the first placed. And I been one since the early 80s. I so totally regret it now. I just wish now I could burn every single one of my MJ items. That I had wasted all those years collecting.
That mother fcking ahole is what happen. If he hadn't done what he did to Michael. I will still be one of the world's most biggest MJ fans. He was my total obsession when we still had him. Thanks to that nameless ahole not only did he brought on major depression for me. But he also cause me to suffer from horrible insomnia, horrific nightmares about MJ, and anxiety attacks. 4 things I can not get help on. Just even thinking about it again just really angers me to no fcking end. I want nothing more to see that ahole pay for what he has done with his life. That ahole should be on death row awaiting the same exact kind of execution that he gave to Michael. Not out walking the streets doing what ever. I would so totally love to get my revenge on that ahole. Since the justice system didn't do it. I would love to do it myself. Thankfully I have a brother who has a gun collection. But I will rather become the real life Shivani Chopra. The way she had gotten her revenge on the 4 people that destroyed her h word life. In the 1994 Bollywood movie Anjaam is just way too perfect. And to hear the revenge song Partighat Ki Jwala playing just makes it even more perfect. So is the way Pratap got his revenge on the people that destroyed his life in the 2010 Bollywood movie Rakht Charitra. That movie is just a blood bath of one revenge killing after another. And to make that movie even better it was based on a true story that happen in India. Any way monsters like him needs to be dead now. Eternally burning in that Lake Of Fire. Not out walking the streets. Why the fcking hell should he being able to live his life the way he wants to. When Michael will never be able to do that again. Because of what he did I had to replace MJ with Bollywood and video/computer games. Out of hopes of getting out of this depression of mine. And they are the only things that I found that will bring some kind of comfort to me. And help take some of my mind off the constant miserable life that he forced me to have now. I will never know what it is like to be the nice h word person I once was back when we still had him.:boohoo
You need professional help, like real professional help. Or you're just a troll.
moonstruck87;4181771 said:^^
I do not want to offend you, but maybe there is a reason your therapist does not want (you) to talk about Michael Jackson? To encourage you to build a life of your own maybe and overcome the grief you still seem to live in ...
Therapy - in general - can be tough, I´ve been there, too![]()
But I will rather become the real life Shivani Chopra. The way she had gotten her revenge on the 4 people that destroyed her h word life. In the 1994 Bollywood movie Anjaam is just way too perfect. And to hear the revenge song Partighat Ki Jwala playing just makes it even more perfect. So is the way Pratap got his revenge on the people that destroyed his life in the 2010 Bollywood movie Rakht Charitra. That movie is just a blood bath of one revenge killing after another. And to make that movie even better it was based on a true story that happen in India. Any way monsters like him needs to be dead now.
“And before those allegations came out the other kids in my school had liked him.”