Hun i am gonna be a mess my mother will be a mess i think we are all gonna have our moments just know that we are all there to support each other *hugs* xxxxxx
Thanks claire,i just cant celebrate like i know other people want to wish i could but i cant do that,i really want to go alot as i missed the vigal cause i was in hospital but i cant be happy and smiley and that oh i know im not the only one who feels like that but i just cant celebrate his bd like a party or something sorry just a right mess now,i hope i have made sense,cause i dont think i have worded rightly wat i mean,i will be there but i just cant be in a party mood,just wanted to make sure that was ok first?xxx
You've made perfect sense and i completely understand. I just wanted you to know that you're not alone even if it feels like it at times and i didn't want you to miss out on the day 'cos you were concerned about being upset as we will all understand and be there for you! But you have to do what you feel is right for you. I am so sorry to hear you were in hospital at the time of the vigil....................hope you're ok xx
Thanks claire
My head is sooooooo messed up at the mo grrrrrr,ya i was in hospital when the vigal happen with viral menegetis sorry about spellings :-(,i was still going to come to the 02 and discharge myself but my partner wouldnt let me i was so heart broken ,i just cant go an celebrate and i suppose i just dont want ppl getting angery or mad or something,cause i know some ppl want to go and celebrate but i just cant do that,wat time r u going clairebear?think we need to get someone to post the final argements or something and also wat happens if its raining like it is today? xxx
Hun at the vigil i cried like every single second an not one person was horrible to me about it! I have never hugged so many strangers ha ha xxxx
Michael forever did u get the sky lanterns???
Hay hun
Yes i have i got them from ebay won them on tuesday so hoping thay will be here by tom,if not then im going to look up my town tom,i only done 5 laterns though cause no one else asked,just keep fingers crossed thay will come hun x
Okay well that is fine will give u the money when i see u! We will release them together and if u need a hug im there xxxx
Michael forever did u get the sky lanterns???
I also ordered sky lanterns, x20 pack. Hoping they will be delivered tomorrow! Hope others bring some too as they look even more beautiful when theres lots together lighting up the sky.
From the perspective of MJJC there is not anything organised due to the holland event,
I did however suggest the gardens as a place to meet away from all the singing and dancing.
Hope this helps
im conident we have no worries, its been super weather here
However should it rain there are plenty of undercover places in the area.
Okay, I don't want to turn up in the 02 gardens and see that no-one else is there though!
It's not difficult to find, but i just keep thinking that people'll end up just going to the 02 or elsewhere instead cos it's easier and that's what lots of other fans are doing. It can't be like July 13th, i feel like mourning this time, not partying
I'm in St. Leonards, East Sussex (ie 1 1/2-2hrs away from London) and i have to be back there by 8pm - i'm wondering whether it's worth going to London at all