Hey, I'm Melissa, I'm 17 years old and Im from western germany near the french border. My english isn't THAT perfect but I hope everybody understand what I'm trying to say. I do understand almost everything. But sometimes there are a few words missing. I can't help it. Haha. : )
First, I would like to say I'm a very new fan of MJ. And don't be mad at me if I don't know all of this 'insiderstuff'. I'm still learning about him. : D
My mother introduced me to him long time ago. She was always a fan of him. But I really started to listen to his music since the 25th of june . . I'm feeling very guilty about this, because I realized what a great human being he was and what a great gift he gave this world through his music. I think I was to young to realize it earlier. And if I would meet him for 2 minutes . . I would tell him that I'm sorry. I'm very sad about this whole thing, you know. When I was young, he was just another musician to me. I never understood why my mother was so fascinated about him. But now . . I know exactly how she felt. I really do.
Now, I really really like him and his music. But I've got this feeling, that It's much too late now that he's gone. I've never got to see him in person. And now I never will. It makes me cry a lot. Really. My mom wanted us to be at a concert this summer in London. But I never cared that much about it since .. you know it.
I'm listening to his music all day long (I even did buy almost every CD oder DVD that runs into my hands. They have a new home on my closet now. So I can always look at them if I want. : ) ) . I'm researching all kinds of stuff about him. Videos .. Interviews.
It's like an obsession. But in a good way! MJ helped me to clear my mind. It was like a rebirth for myself. I feel so much better.
Seriously, I've lost a few 'friends' because I love his music. There are these typical things you always hear like 'You can't listen to this psycho.' or 'Childmolester'. But now I think that those people weren't real friends to me. They didn't respect that people change their minds sometimes. Like I did!
And now, I really want to connect to fans from all over the world. We all have to spread MJ's message. : )
I hope you understand everything I wrote. Hihi. ; )
Much love,
Melissa. : )
First, I would like to say I'm a very new fan of MJ. And don't be mad at me if I don't know all of this 'insiderstuff'. I'm still learning about him. : D
My mother introduced me to him long time ago. She was always a fan of him. But I really started to listen to his music since the 25th of june . . I'm feeling very guilty about this, because I realized what a great human being he was and what a great gift he gave this world through his music. I think I was to young to realize it earlier. And if I would meet him for 2 minutes . . I would tell him that I'm sorry. I'm very sad about this whole thing, you know. When I was young, he was just another musician to me. I never understood why my mother was so fascinated about him. But now . . I know exactly how she felt. I really do.
Now, I really really like him and his music. But I've got this feeling, that It's much too late now that he's gone. I've never got to see him in person. And now I never will. It makes me cry a lot. Really. My mom wanted us to be at a concert this summer in London. But I never cared that much about it since .. you know it.
I'm listening to his music all day long (I even did buy almost every CD oder DVD that runs into my hands. They have a new home on my closet now. So I can always look at them if I want. : ) ) . I'm researching all kinds of stuff about him. Videos .. Interviews.
It's like an obsession. But in a good way! MJ helped me to clear my mind. It was like a rebirth for myself. I feel so much better.
Seriously, I've lost a few 'friends' because I love his music. There are these typical things you always hear like 'You can't listen to this psycho.' or 'Childmolester'. But now I think that those people weren't real friends to me. They didn't respect that people change their minds sometimes. Like I did!
And now, I really want to connect to fans from all over the world. We all have to spread MJ's message. : )
I hope you understand everything I wrote. Hihi. ; )
Much love,
Melissa. : )
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