Hi everyone,
I'm Federica, I'm 26 and I live in Italy.
I've been lurking on the board for almost a month, I just couldn't find the courage to introduce myself before, I felt like I was intruding.
I've known MJ and appreciated his music for all my life but I can't say I've ever been his fan.
Duh, you can't understand how much I regret it now. Sometimes I catch myself unconsciously thinking "it's too late, you idiot".
I was at the computer when I read the news about his death, few minutes after it happened and I don't know how to explain it, I froze in the chair, agape.
I waited for the denial, which never came and since that night there's this big hole in my heart, like I lost someone close.
It's ridiculous I know, I've read about MJ from time to time, I knew what he was up to, but like I said I wasn't his fan, so I can't understand why I feel this way now. *sigh*
That's all I guess. Nice to meet you all!
I'm Federica, I'm 26 and I live in Italy.
I've been lurking on the board for almost a month, I just couldn't find the courage to introduce myself before, I felt like I was intruding.
I've known MJ and appreciated his music for all my life but I can't say I've ever been his fan.
Duh, you can't understand how much I regret it now. Sometimes I catch myself unconsciously thinking "it's too late, you idiot".
I was at the computer when I read the news about his death, few minutes after it happened and I don't know how to explain it, I froze in the chair, agape.
I waited for the denial, which never came and since that night there's this big hole in my heart, like I lost someone close.
It's ridiculous I know, I've read about MJ from time to time, I knew what he was up to, but like I said I wasn't his fan, so I can't understand why I feel this way now. *sigh*
That's all I guess. Nice to meet you all!