Come back Michael
Please come back to us.
Dearest Michael,
I don't know where to begin expressing my feelings of sadness and despair. I am having trouble accepting that you are not with us anymore. This CAN'T be. Michael Jackson, our King of Pop cannot be taken away from us. We need you, Michael. I need you. You have been a large part of my life and I don't know a life without you. I don't know how to NOT have you in my life as part of my daily routine. Where am I gonna go whenever I'm in London? What's going to happen to your precious children? Will Katherine and Janet be okay? Will I ever play your music again? These are a few of the questions that are going through my mind.
I miss you, Michael. I need you. I was worried about you, I was sad seeing how frail you looked the past months. I was hoping you really were okay like you said, but in my heart I knew you were doing what you know best: you were playing your part of invincible superstar. But that was a part, Michael. It was not real. What was real, is that you were human. A human being with a heart that was small and bruised, after being broken many times before. And it's this small and fragile heart that was fighting so hard to be alive, because as you said "I love life too much". But your love for your children and your love of life were not enough to keep your beautiful small heart beating.
I know you were alone, the past few years. I hope you know the fans were always thinking of you, and there with you in spirit. We DID love you. We DID have your back. And we NEVER let you down. We worried, we cared, we wanted you to be well.
I have learned so much from you. You were always there, no matter where or when. You cheered me up, gave me hope, or simply made me laugh. I thank you for this. I thank you for the amazing experiences I've had in my life and I thank you for the people I've met through being your fan. I thank you for the brief moments in which we met. I will never forget.
I love you, Michael. You will never be forgotten for as long as I live. You took a piece of my heart with you when you left us. I miss you, Michael. Why did you leave us? We need you, we don't want you gone. I want you to come back.
In endless love and respect,
Suzanne.