I had a very difficult and exhausting week. My only escape was listening to Michael's songs and crying (I can't believe he doesn't exist in our world). I had a dream (last night) that Michael and I (his appearance is in the dangerous era) were holding each other's hands. He told me it was a phase and it would pass. And not to be exhausted, his smile did not leave me. The second dream (afternoon) we were inside Neverland and we were singing his song. Remember the time (my favorite song) I woke up crying.
OMG these dreams are so beautiful!!
and i'm jealous! it's a
miracle for me just to have a nice dream about michael!
probably because i spend too much time
daydreaming, lol (and thank you
@Hiker for posting my daydreaming thread, lol). and when i
do dream about michael at night, they're
weird dreams. kid you not, literally yesterday i had a dream where i saw his BARE BOOTY on a BOOK COVER at Target
not that i think many of y'all would complain at that though, lmao. but that's not the kind of dream
I want to have
i want to have a dream where he touches my head or hair in some way, or hugs me, or even kisses me
(forehead kisses especially!!!)
but, it always goes to show that no matter how hard life gets, michael will always be here for us and thinking of us.
and although he is not here physically does
NOT mean he's not still ever present in our lives!! to me, he's alive in spirit and in our hearts, forever and ever and
ever and it has everything to do with our intense, ethereal love.