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I just can't go to the O2 today.

JohnnyJackson

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It's just too hard. I have woke up today in a real bad mood and just want to be alone.

MJ was supposed to make History today, I was supposed to be there in the 4th row watching my Idol on stage for the first time.

I was supposed to witness the magic in person but now it'll never happen and being there would be too hard. I actually feel right now like I could never attend a concert at the O2 again because nothing will compare and I wont enjoy myself.

I hope poeple understand and don't think of me as being any less of a fan, because i'm not. It's just I was looking forward to this since the day I got my tickets and now anything wont be good enough.

I went to the O2 about a week ago and laid flowers for MJ and left messages.

I just want him back so badly! I am only an hour away from the O2 so if I feel better later I may attend but to be honest I don't think I will be. I hope people understand!
 
AHHH! I'm feeling excatly in the same way :yes:
It's very painful.. I had looked forward this day too :cry:

It's just not Fair :no: :boohoo:

:hug:
 
I understand I could go but I don't want, you can mourn in your own way I think it's too painful for me to be there without Michael
 
See i wanted to go but the thing is i have work tonight, if it was last monday or next yea i would of went b/c i only work every other monday.
 
Hi there
I feel u so much i had brought things for todays vigal but i have just came out of hospital i have viral menegtis so i cant go,was going to go after i came out of hospital but my partner said no,just wanted to be there so so much and to write something on the wall would of ment loads,im not even ment to be on here but i am a bad girl i know that im just so broken :-( xxx
 
aw i hope you get well soon

good to hear you are out of hospital though, hospitals scare me sometimes

really hope you are well soon !
 
I would go but I live so far away. :( I slept in late today. I just didnt want to get up. Im pretty depressed. Everyone please go if you can. I'll be with you all in spirit. Make Michael proud, I know you will! God bless you all.
 
the closest i am to being there is in writing, which is better than nothing and has made me feel better than i did before

and aw well i really do hope you are well soon !

and MJstarlight i am also there in spirit :)


i hope they leave the memorial boards up, i can go to the o2 thursday
if they are i could write a message from you guys :)
 
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