I want to share this with you all

Indra

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I have something to share with all of you. Now I know it is not much but it just made me so happy and I thought you might want to hear it.

I was looking at some Michael Jackson videos on youtube and got very sad. I was talking to God and saying I just wish I could know that he is with you. And I felt I needed to read the Bible, so I went and read the part that was given in a Bible calendar that I have.
And of all the things that are written in the Bible it was the part about how God says you have to be like a child to come to heaven.. (Matt 18 1-11 in my Swedish Bible).

I just started to smile and cry because through this whole thing I've been reading so much about people saying Michael reading the Bible and saying that he is trying to be like a child because that is what God asks of us and so on. I mean I've looked at clips where he says that, read stuff fans writing about him saying it. I was thinking about it and then I just happen to read it right now. It was giving to me to read when I was wondering and worring about Michael...

Now I know this doesn't mean anything and it can just be a coincidence but I just feel that it is God talking to me. What are the odds you know?

Just puts a smile on my face.

God is great!
 
Thank you for sharing indra. Yes everything happens for a reason.
Doesn't mean we're always able to find a reason, or we're only supposed to... but yep I do believe everything happens for a reason.

I do have faith in God also.

Sometimes I think he doesn't influence this life cuz we simply do not deserve it cuz we stupid humans think we can deal with everything alone always and even often enough tend to believe we're the smartest existing.

Although this life is meant to make us learn what happens when humans direct things... sometimes God is taking influence in really small things. I do believe that too! He does let us know he is existing.
 
Heres a song that has helped me recently in my personal life and In Coping with mj's death.
A song called Imagine Me by Kirk Franklin. I URRGGGE ANY MJ FAN TO LISTEN TO THIS SONG IT GIVES ME SO MUCH HOPE. I WISH MJ COULD HAVE HEARD IT TO LET GO OF SOME OF HIS LIFE STRUGGLES. When i listen to the part at 3'45' im so touched man, i even get teary eyed. Now I grew up a christian but have fallen away, but im still very spiritual with life, and songs like these touch me.

I wish the words could have been rearranged and sung at michaels funeral man...
LISTEN TO THE WHOLE THING ITS POWERFUL WITH THAT CHOIR MAN! WOW!
Anyways heres a free download i posted of Imagine Me: http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?jnidium2jmq

(I recommend itunes as it is a mp4 High Quality file)

I think of MJ going to heaven while the choir sings
gone....
its all gone...
every sin
every failure..
low self esteem.. gone
all my scars all my pain gone....
what your mother did...
what your father did gone...
insecurity....

i would add

the media gone...
the public.....
the haters... gone all gone
the people who hurt you...
depression....
sadness.....gone
the lies..
the snakes....
all gone....
 
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