Nixie1
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Hi,
I'm kinda new to the boards although ive been reading them for a while and couldnt get registered for ages! But anyways, im here now
I just wanna say to start that, I dont want to come here claiming to be a 'super fan' (sorry i couldnt think of a better term! lol) because I feel that would be undermining your devotion to MJ. But I have always and will always be a fan of MJ's music, dance moves etc my older brother and cousins LOVED him so we'd always rock out dancing to his music.
I happened to come downstairs into the tv room just as the guy on BBC was saying about the breaking news that he had been taken to hospital... at first i thought well its MJ, im sure it will all be ok...
then i was just flicking through news channels because it was late and then everyone was talking about it and i remeber hearing someone saying TMZ was reporting he was .. well you know. So i ran to my laptop and spent till 3am when i finally pulled myself to bed reading and listening to everything. I even woke up my father to tell him, he didnt even believe it he was like "Are you sure? whats happened?!"
Its all so utterly unbelieveable, its making me a little sad to even be writing this, but i found this board a while back when funnily enough i was searching MJ stuff to see what the build up to This Is It was like...
I shed a few tears on that day, and balled like a baby the whole way through the Memorial! but from that day i have spent time going through articles, videos etc to learn more about "Michael Jackson" (many thanks to YouTube!! hehe)
I really hope that all the people who doubt him and tried to bring him down, take the time to do some research, because then they would discover a man with an absolute heart of gold.
I find it so ironic that someone with the biggest heart, who had so much love, that it was his heart that was part of his passing
I have so many thoughts and feelings on this whole situation, i really wish he could have passed peacefully and none of this awful mess with Dr's and people left right and centre... but, i HOPE and PRAY that the TRUTH comes out in the end, I believe it will, even if its not straight away.
a couple things that bug me so much is
- What the Hell was a Dr doing waiting that (i really want to swear but ill restrain for now! lol) long to ring 911? Isnt their Oath to preserve life, and do whatever they can and whatever it takes to keep someone from dying?! then what the heck kinda doctor is he waiting that long. Precious moments, I would have run screaming yelling to get someone to help, c arried him to the hospital, told the 911 guy it was micheal jackson and he needed help ASAP!
- IF MJ asked for any 'things' to help him with pain or sleeping etc, why did the people around him not say No? (i guess some did but obv not everyone) I guess its cases of the 'yes man' type thing, although, reading some reports since from other people they told him no. I guess most of these 'doctors' will loose their liscence or whatever its called... and so they should, just because someone has money and asks for them doesnt mean they should do it. I could never give anything to anyone, let alone MJ if i knew it was bad, I could never live with myself. ..
-it makes me SO sad to think of poor Michael, laying there, he didnt want to die, he had so much to live for and i so wish he could have done his shows so people could see his wonderful talent one last time, and his children, can you imagine there little faces seeing there daddy lighting up the stage? so tragic,
I know we dont know all the facts etc but these are just my opinions
So, i just wanted to say hello to everyone and finally get a chance to say, and 'vent' the past weeks of my thoughts.
I'm so glad to have had MJ's music in my life, and I hope every generation gets to hear his amazing music, lyrics and most of all, to know of this amazing human being.
Thanks for reading
P.S I hope this is the correct section to post and Im sorry to waffle on, just had so much to say! Tried to cut it down lol!
I'm kinda new to the boards although ive been reading them for a while and couldnt get registered for ages! But anyways, im here now
I just wanna say to start that, I dont want to come here claiming to be a 'super fan' (sorry i couldnt think of a better term! lol) because I feel that would be undermining your devotion to MJ. But I have always and will always be a fan of MJ's music, dance moves etc my older brother and cousins LOVED him so we'd always rock out dancing to his music.
I happened to come downstairs into the tv room just as the guy on BBC was saying about the breaking news that he had been taken to hospital... at first i thought well its MJ, im sure it will all be ok...
then i was just flicking through news channels because it was late and then everyone was talking about it and i remeber hearing someone saying TMZ was reporting he was .. well you know. So i ran to my laptop and spent till 3am when i finally pulled myself to bed reading and listening to everything. I even woke up my father to tell him, he didnt even believe it he was like "Are you sure? whats happened?!"
Its all so utterly unbelieveable, its making me a little sad to even be writing this, but i found this board a while back when funnily enough i was searching MJ stuff to see what the build up to This Is It was like...
I shed a few tears on that day, and balled like a baby the whole way through the Memorial! but from that day i have spent time going through articles, videos etc to learn more about "Michael Jackson" (many thanks to YouTube!! hehe)
I really hope that all the people who doubt him and tried to bring him down, take the time to do some research, because then they would discover a man with an absolute heart of gold.
I find it so ironic that someone with the biggest heart, who had so much love, that it was his heart that was part of his passing
I have so many thoughts and feelings on this whole situation, i really wish he could have passed peacefully and none of this awful mess with Dr's and people left right and centre... but, i HOPE and PRAY that the TRUTH comes out in the end, I believe it will, even if its not straight away.
a couple things that bug me so much is
- What the Hell was a Dr doing waiting that (i really want to swear but ill restrain for now! lol) long to ring 911? Isnt their Oath to preserve life, and do whatever they can and whatever it takes to keep someone from dying?! then what the heck kinda doctor is he waiting that long. Precious moments, I would have run screaming yelling to get someone to help, c arried him to the hospital, told the 911 guy it was micheal jackson and he needed help ASAP!
- IF MJ asked for any 'things' to help him with pain or sleeping etc, why did the people around him not say No? (i guess some did but obv not everyone) I guess its cases of the 'yes man' type thing, although, reading some reports since from other people they told him no. I guess most of these 'doctors' will loose their liscence or whatever its called... and so they should, just because someone has money and asks for them doesnt mean they should do it. I could never give anything to anyone, let alone MJ if i knew it was bad, I could never live with myself. ..
-it makes me SO sad to think of poor Michael, laying there, he didnt want to die, he had so much to live for and i so wish he could have done his shows so people could see his wonderful talent one last time, and his children, can you imagine there little faces seeing there daddy lighting up the stage?
so tragic, I know we dont know all the facts etc but these are just my opinions
So, i just wanted to say hello to everyone and finally get a chance to say, and 'vent' the past weeks of my thoughts.
I'm so glad to have had MJ's music in my life, and I hope every generation gets to hear his amazing music, lyrics and most of all, to know of this amazing human being.
Thanks for reading
P.S I hope this is the correct section to post and Im sorry to waffle on, just had so much to say! Tried to cut it down lol!
