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I guess most people still are, I'm still feeling so down over Michael dying, it's on my mind most of the day and I feel like it still hasn't hit me that he's gone, I just get a pang of pain everytime I think about it. I watch videos of him all the time even though I shouldn't cause it just makes me sad and when I watched the trailer for the 'This Is It' movie I burst out crying :(

How are ye coping and any tips for easing this pain a little?
 
I have been doing quite good actually. Even though I did woke up this morning from a very sad MJ dream. But it was seeing the first 31 seconds of the MJ video clip has what really made me feel better.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CRLu0ZPoNZo&feature=player_embedded

Just hearing Michael laughing was enough to keep me wanting to really cry over him again today. I have been laughing and thinking about it off and on all day today. Seeing the first 31 seconds of that MJ video clip. Is enough to make me want to see Michael's Private Home Movies again.
 
I am still feeling very sad about Michaels passing. I am able to watch his dvds' and listen to his cds' I don't cry all the time just occasionaly when certain songs come on. I watched his concert the other day and I found it a bit hard because he was so full of life and happy.
I think of Michael all the time first thing in the morning and before I go to bed. I spend a lot of time on the forum so I can feel close to him and others who feel like me.

I miss him more and more everyday.

Julia
 
i know how you feel honey, he's on my mind all the time too. but as MJsBollywoodgirl7 said, it eases the pain a little to watch mj clips where he is happy, where he is laughing. that reminds us about the beautiful man we love and it gives me so much joy to see him so i forget that he is gone sometimes.

another thing i found really comforting is writing. i have whole pads full of poems and thoughts about michael. you can write whatever you are feeling, just so you wont need to keep it all inside. i think it is important to express your feelings in some way and a simple letter or a poem really helps.

so, i hope you feel better soon, but remember that its okay to be sad, beacuse you have lost someone you love and it isnt easy to get over. healing takes time and there is no need to rush it. i know that i am no where near of getting over this, but i hope that some day i will only see what i had and not what i have lost. our love for michael will never end and it is important that we stick together and help eachother out. if we do that i know we will get through this. i love you all, and thank you to everyone for helping me out during these hard times.

take care,

jenny
 
i'm the same way, it's so strange because i feel like it's just starting to seep in, but it hasn't hit full force yet. i was supposed to be flying to europe two days ago and my concert would have been a week from this coming monday. it would have been the most amazing enlightening experience of my life. i had 7th row!! he was going to be standing in front of me and i was going to hear his voice straight from him. omg i'm so in love with his face and his hair and his eyes and his voice and his soul. i will never get over this. there is no way to rationalize it and make it ok. things don't always work out for the best, that's for sure. i've def lost my optimism about the goodness of people. i cried really hard again while watching the VMAs last sunday. i thought madonna's speech was awesome and i'm glad she said it on such a widely seen program. and the promo commercial with the gloves really hit me hard. it was beautiful, but achingly tragic. i can't get over how disgustingly unfair life is. the
'this is it' promo just ripped me apart. he had the curly hair again and his voice sounded beautiful and he was happy and it was going to be great. i just feel so lost. it was going to be magical. and it disturbs me the way people are getting on without him and suddenly realizing his beauty when they wouldn't even give him a chance or try to understand him before. i miss him so much. i can't watch videos or listen to music. he makes me the happiest i've ever been, but now it's countered with the saddest and most indignant i've ever felt. i try to avoid it because i know i can't cope, but it sneaks into my head anyway. how could this happen? :cry:
 
Your not alone i still cry a lot i know he's gone but it hurts me so bad i have my good days but this morning I'm having a hard time being as though i too had a sad MJ dream it tears my heart out i just don't know what to do anymore. All i keep thinking is that i want to be with him i listen to his music and watch his video's but my pain doesn't go away.
 
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