amygrace
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We will miss you too! Enjoy your holiday! :huggy:Tomorow morning Im going on holidayssoI'll be off for a couple of days , Im so gonna miss you guys :hug:
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We will miss you too! Enjoy your holiday! :huggy:Tomorow morning Im going on holidayssoI'll be off for a couple of days , Im so gonna miss you guys :hug:
I'm happy to hear that some of you get a visit from Michael in your dreams... I haven't had any dreams yet where he's actually talking to me.. Oh, I just want to look him in the eyes , and just talk.. Feel the magic ..I just want to talk to him about everything ! I want to tell him I LOVE him, but I bet he already knows that ..
Oh God , I miss you so much, Michael :heart:
P.S. A shoutout to Samtkaninchen, a fellow bunny/Häschen in Deutschland! :bunny:
Oh I'm sorry you had to go through that!I'm just gonna comment on the whole guy thing, if that's okay?
I feel exactly the same, I seem to never get noticed by the guys, whenever I go out, it's always my friends they seem to take interest in, I'm just there to laugh with, to be the good friend etc. I got my first boyfriend at 17, and I'm 18 now. It was good to start with...but then you know, he got bored with me, like they aaaalll do at this age, and started to like my cousin, I was heart-broken, cos it's like story of my life noone sees me for who I am etc.
But I'm sure, Mrs.Music, that you will definately find someone! I believe there is someone out there for everyone. Guys are stupid at this age, you know they only think with one thing...:lol:
But like the girlies said, just have fun and you will really find the guy of your dreams when you least expect![]()
Yeah that's a good one...I really hope I can get all that patience back inside of me and just let it be. Will try and see, that's as much as I can do anyway probably. Lol at that crowd...I SO wish I could actually observe myself for one time you know, see how others see me.Aw...I see what you mean. :huggy: Maybe your lesson is to get to a point where you don't need that confirmation. ? I mean...I know that getting that kind of assurance is nice...just SOMETHING, as you've said. But really look at that. Really look at WHY it kills you to not be getting that right now. If you felt good enough about yourself, knowing you were truly someone to be seen...it wouldn't matter whether your outer circumstances reflected that or not, would it? If you really loved yourself, you could be in a crowd of a thousand men where none of them so much as glanced at you...and it wouldn't matter. YOU KNOW BETTER. (and they all must be blind! lol) You know...sorry...am I being too philosophical today? :lol: I know at the end of the day you and I both would enjoy some attention...whether we need it or not. So girl, I'll be prayin' for ya that you get your confirmation soon!! I'll ask for some angels to get over there and WAKE THOSE GUYS UP!
Me too, me too.
But hang in there, girl. :huggy: He'll come to you soon enough. :heart:
Hey guys, I had to get on this morning to tell you about my dreams last night. I don't even want to call it dreaming...it was pure time travel. I saw the past, present and future in one fell swoop.
I have often felt this way about it all too. Just like I wrote in my one song...about how there was more to it, and Murray was simply 'planted' there. Maybe not...and maybe it all ultimately doesn't matter because it was all supposed to happen for whatever reason that Michael chose as part of his path here on Earth...and how he wanted to go. I don't know. Considering how massive the effect of his passing was on the planet - how many people it touched and turned their lives around - including myself, it's certainly not far fetched to think that Michael would choose to die at just the right time that this could happen. However heartbreaking and unjust it appeared, it had to happen.
As the car was about to pass me, a mere five feet away, the most familiar looking person (who was on my side of the vehicle, seat behind the kids) took his sunglasses off for a moment to wipe a spot on his shirt. As he did this he looked at me. I saw these eyes... omg... :bugeyed these EYES... I KNOW these eyes!!!!.... we locked eyes... I couldn't breathe... as we passed I realized I was staring (this all happened in like 5 seconds or less) and so I smiled shyly and looked down. Then the vehicle was past me. Wait a minute... THOSE EYES.... OMG!!!!! MICHAEL!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I about died. I swore it was him! I was almost 100% convinced, but it happened so fast that I wasn't totally sure! I wanted to turn and run after him, confirm it was him, see him, be near to him... but I thought... he's here and nobody has noticed. I'd have to run to catch up and that would cause attention... God, I can't ruin it for him! So I couldn't bring myself to go back because if it was really Michael I wanted him to have these wonderful moments of peace, unrecognized by the crowds, maybe knowing that the girl in the pink t-shirt recognized him and kept the secret :wub:
I'm having like meltdowns today. People bitching at everyone in certain threads, getting told I'm not a real fan :rolleyes2:, etc. It's not personal that I'm feeling, it's like... my God. All this hate and division. I totally had some kind of breakdownthis afternoon because I can only imagine what all is coming with Murray and I don't want fans getting consumed with hate. If we, the supporters, the promoters, the love-ers of Michael can't treat each other "with love"... what can we do for the world??? Or maybe I'm just hormonal? :not_me:
Ugh I feel sooo ignored today. Meh. I need loo-hooove..but no one sees me standing.
Am I invisible or what....? Ah well...sorry for venting here. Lol.
Aw man, I'm feeling so weird...have you guys seen the vid from this thread? I just watched it and man....to see that like...in motion...and the lightning behind Michael from the window...and the guards taking all that love inside. So powerful, I couldn't stop having chills through my whole body..realizing it's really Michael in there. :boohoo: Don't mean to make anyone upset, sorry if so....I thought it might be interesting for you guys to see. It made me wonder if all will work out I'll probably be there in September this year...my GOD! So surreal.
I wish we could get there and do a meditation all together, in real life, real time...that would be such a great experience. :angel:
Hope everyone is doing fine in all this chaos that's assumingly going around - read some stuff about now the Murray stuff's on Monday.
Bwuh. Where are the old days...the normal days...I wish he was here to make this all stop. *sigh* But yeah, don't we all.
I'm gonna try to meditate or ask for some kind of dream for tonight. I want to feel him so badly.![]()
Aw man, I'm feeling so weird...have you guys seen the vid from this thread? I just watched it and man....to see that like...in motion...and the lightning behind Michael from the window...and the guards taking all that love inside. So powerful, I couldn't stop having chills through my whole body..realizing it's really Michael in there. :boohoo: Don't mean to make anyone upset, sorry if so....I thought it might be interesting for you guys to see. It made me wonder if all will work out I'll probably be there in September this year...my GOD! So surreal.
I wish we could get there and do a meditation all together, in real life, real time...that would be such a great experience. :angel:
Hope everyone is doing fine in all this chaos that's assumingly going around - read some stuff about now the Murray stuff's on Monday.
Bwuh. Where are the old days...the normal days...I wish he was here to make this all stop. *sigh* But yeah, don't we all.
I'm gonna try to meditate or ask for some kind of dream for tonight. I want to feel him so badly.![]()
Aw man, I'm feeling so weird...have you guys seen the vid from this thread? I just watched it and man....to see that like...in motion...and the lightning behind Michael from the window...and the guards taking all that love inside. So powerful, I couldn't stop having chills through my whole body..realizing it's really Michael in there. :boohoo: Don't mean to make anyone upset, sorry if so....I thought it might be interesting for you guys to see. It made me wonder if all will work out I'll probably be there in September this year...my GOD! So surreal.
I wish we could get there and do a meditation all together, in real life, real time...that would be such a great experience. :angel:
Hope everyone is doing fine in all this chaos that's assumingly going around - read some stuff about now the Murray stuff's on Monday.
Bwuh. Where are the old days...the normal days...I wish he was here to make this all stop. *sigh* But yeah, don't we all.
I'm gonna try to meditate or ask for some kind of dream for tonight. I want to feel him so badly.![]()
I saw that vid too...and was thinking how I wish we all could go there for a meditation too! It would be powerful and special indeed.I wish we could get there and do a meditation all together, in real life, real time...that would be such a great experience. :angel:
Thanks.Kira said:You're really connected to your spirituality (not sure if that sentence made sense lol), I think that's why you're able to experience such powerful things. Wow.
Aw thanks for your concern hon :huggy: it actually ended up not being a big deal at all. I was stressing about it for awhile but when it came time it was quick and easy. The court was just deciding on whether the amount of my child support went up or down. I'm glad to have it out of the way!Kira said:BTW Amy, I hope things went well at court. It must be pretty painful everytime you have to go there for child-related stuff :sad: *big hugs to you*
Have a wonderful holiday, Flor. :flowers: :heart:
We will miss you too! Enjoy your holiday! :huggy:
Have a lovely holiday, Flor. :heart:
@Flor: Enjoy your vacation, girl! Take care! :flowers:
Aww you're almost making me cry. Haha, your posts do that all the time but I don't mean it negative...it's much appreciated. I guess you're so right, thanks for the support and all the lovely words. :huggy: So sorry to hear though how you are feeling yourself though - if you wanna talk about it just PM me, okay? Hope things will get better soon, hang on in there hun.Awww Mrs Music :hug: Again, I totally know how you feel. BTW I am SO sorry you had an abusing boyfriend, this is SO not right
Not sure this is gonna make you feel any better but I'm 29 and never had anyone tell me "I love you" either. So I perfectly understand the pain. Everyone's here has given you some great advice, it's so true what the girls said about - basically - men (or should I say 'boys', in this case) being stupid before they hit their 30's lol
Don't worry, you'll find him, in timeYou're a very special girl and you deserve love, just like everyone :hug: You said somethig about guys prolly seeing on your forehead that you weren't into non-committed/"easy" relationships. Well, you may very well be right.
You seem like a smart girl with a good head on her shoulders and that's probably scaring them off cause they're wayyyy too immature and can't handle a great girl like you YET!
Like everyone said, it will happen when you least expect it... And feeling fulfilled with your life will definitely help. I know I probably won't find anyone or won't make anyone happy until I'm happy with myself & my life. Since I'm not quite there yet, I don't expect to find a man anytime soon :lol: (nor do I feel it would be right anyway, given how i'm feeling at the moment). No matter how badly I crave that connection and love... *sigh*
So, don't worry sweetie, it will happen and when it finally does, it will be worth it :hug:
Yeah I knew about that group, just joined the FB page as well.I know. I really wish we all could get there and do just that. I'm sending out Love for sure. look on my FB the group (if you don't already know) Southern Cali Fans group. Real nice people.
LOVE & LIGHT to You All..:angel:
Hmm I've never really felt he might be busy with other fans or other things so that he couldn't do anything else...that feels so....odd..or something. Considering time might not be a normal thing up there above, I guess he's just free to move everywhere, it's such another dimension that I don't feel it as that we have to wait or anything....don't know why I see it that way, just gut feeling I guess.:scratch:Maybe MJ is too busy with other fans who are just asbut I hope that we feel him again soon...
Kira - hey girl! :bye: loved what all you said about Prince and Paris :angel: Sorry you've been feeling so emotionally drained. Hope you feel recharged soon. Lots of love to you! :heart:
Aw thanks for your concern hon :huggy: it actually ended up not being a big deal at all. I was stressing about it for awhile but when it came time it was quick and easy. The court was just deciding on whether the amount of my child support went up or down. I'm glad to have it out of the way!
Kira :huggy:
Your post was beautiful. What you said about the children
Prince, Paris and Blanket will be just like their daddy, otherworldly. :angel:
I watched the speech again the other night, still makes mewhen I see them walking up onto the stage, hand in hand. And how proud their cousins look!
God, I wish Michael were here.
So sorry to hear though how you are feeling yourself though - if you wanna talk about it just PM me, okay? Hope things will get better soon, hang on in there hun.
Hmm I've never really felt he might be busy with other fans or other things so that he couldn't do anything else...that feels so....odd..or something. Considering time might not be a normal thing up there above, I guess he's just free to move everywhere, it's such another dimension that I don't feel it as that we have to wait or anything....don't know why I see it that way, just gut feeling I guess.:scratch:
Aww, hugs right back at ya, darlingdear :hug:
Yes, otherwordly is the word, you're so right. These kids are SO special. Amazing, amazing, kids.
BTW, dunno if you saw this guys but someone created a fake picture of Michael, Prince, Paris & Blanket at the Grammys *sigh* They took the picture where you see all 3 of them with Lionel and put Michael instead of Lionel there. The pic looks so real... I won't put the link here cause it's just too heartbreaking. I couldn't stop crying after seeing this pic...
Oh I agree. Of course we all know that to be near Michael we don't have to visit his body. What would be special mainly, is just physically gathering together as a group over Michael...near where the body he lived his life in. I bet Michael would attend the same way he has with our own personal meditations. If not, it would still be a nice bonding experience. :angel:at the same time I keep telling myself... he's not there. In theory, he could as much be here with me in front of the computer as at FL. But it's still a... sadly special... place...
:clapping: Well said.I But I see justice ("the administering of deserved punishment or reward") as something that is still needed in present human society, while vengeance ("infliction of injury, harm, humiliation on a person by another who has been harmed by that person; violent revenge") as WRONG.
Yeah the book goes into time as well as karma. Interesting stuff.I was reading that book that amy suggested, and I think it mentions stuff in there about the concept of time :scratch: and everything...at least I think it was that book...
Yeah the book goes into time as well as karma. Interesting stuff.
Glad you are enjoying it! I think I'm gonna finish reading it today...I've been so busy with work I haven't been able to read for a few days! The part about seeing everything in it's entirety was interesting too...all angles/dimensions all at once. And how physical matter could be like looking through glass...so you only see the energy. Omg that made it all fall into place when my psychic friend (Bonnie mentioned this too) said how Michael doesn't see us how we do, he sees our true selves. I wondered exactly how he could do that...but it makes sense if he sees only our energy...and the colors that tell what we are really feeling deep down etc. We're "inside out" to him.I'm enjoying it very much! The part about how we will see things, like in a completely different way, the object in its entirety! Really interesting stuff.
I saw the pic too. It was such a stark image. Of how it should be right now!! For a moment I thought it was real, that part of me that sometimes forgets MJ is no longer with us. But then bam![]()
Omg....I just realize...there IS actually someone who truly 'sees' me.Michael doesn't see us how we do, he sees our true selves. I wondered exactly how he could do that...but it makes sense if he sees only our energy...and the colors that tell what we are really feeling deep down etc. We're "inside out" to him.
Glad you are enjoying it! I think I'm gonna finish reading it today...I've been so busy with work I haven't been able to read for a few days! The part about seeing everything in it's entirety was interesting too...all angles/dimensions all at once. And how physical matter could be like looking through glass...so you only see the energy. Omg that made it all fall into place when my psychic friend (Bonnie mentioned this too) said how Michael doesn't see us how we do, he sees our true selves. I wondered exactly how he could do that...but it makes sense if he sees only our energy...and the colors that tell what we are really feeling deep down etc. We're "inside out" to him.
Aw, love it. The great bond between Michael's fans...you don't even have to know the person, but you feel connected. :angel:Anyway, when I said "Well I saw This Is It, you know, Michael Jackson's film", this girl across the room went "ahh yeah!", nodded and sat up straight, like she really wanted to say something, but then immediately looked embarrassed and quieted down.
But after my story, throughout the class, we kept giving each other looks like "I know girl", haha.
I just love that there is like this unspoken bond between MJ fans.
Yes! Geez I don't know why we didn't catch this before...aside from all the people you think don't see you here, Michael sees you! This is certain.Mrs. Music said:Omg....I just realize...there IS actually someone who truly 'sees' me.![]()
Ohh I felt the exact same way last night...:better: you are not alone.Tinker_Bell said:I went to bed but couldnt fall asleep...I kept thinking about Michael...about the whole Murray case...then back to Michael...so I got up and came here... I really miss him right now...I wish I could embrace him..just sit down and hold his hand...the pain wont stop.
OMG! Not only was your friend's dream like...AMAZING...but WOW...how what he said is EXACTLY like what I've been reading in the book we've been talking about...(The Beginner's Guide for the Recently Deceased)...how we are all transparent; all physical matter is transparent...to people on the other side and that all they see is our astral bodies. This makes me want to cry reading this...affirming that Michael really sees us that way. And how he worded it..."your body is just a shield for the beautiful soul you have" omglittlesparrow said:And he said “From here I see more”
he said “I see beyond your eyes. Your almost transparent. Your body is just a shield for the beautiful soul you have”