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Does anyone feel sad when the years before 2009 are brought up?

EVERY DAYYY is that way for me. My escape is to go to YT and watch the hoax videos just to feel that he's somewhere in the world where NOONE knows where he is.

But at the end of the day; i still miss him...but somehow glad that he's not suffering in the world anymore. :cry:


L.o.v.e.
Romi
 
Come to terms with MJ'S death. Honestly, a huge part of me is relieved he does not have to endure the pain, humiliation, the attacks and allegations. MJ is at peace, and i am at peace. No longer angry, and living in fear whenever i see BREAKING NEWS on TV, which is every two seconds nowadays.
 
I think of how much Michael suffered during that time. How much the media - no, EVERYONE shunned him. It's sad.
 
Sophielo said:
A part of me is filled with so much anger at myself and regret. I was umming and ahhing about going to the press conference as needed all my money to buy the tickets and after much debate I said to myself 'well, I'll be seeing him in the summer so I'll wait.' I never got to see him and it made me actually hate myself for it. After it happened I became consumed with guilt about all the times I could have seen him but I was always too busy, never had any money, there will always be another time. I can only count my blessings that I saw him at the WMAs which will forever be the greatest night of my life. In a way I am a completely different person to that I wa before June 25th. I dont take things for granted anymore which I felt I did with Mike as I always thought he'd be around. I always thought when I had kids Michael would still be around. So yeah, I do get sad when I think about dates before June 25th. On my last birthday all I could think about was 'my last birthday Mike was still here.' I wish he was here every day.
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That's exactly how I feel.

I do too hate it when I think of previous times...

Lately, I've been really struggling. I don't even think about MJ alot. I just block him out because I feel I'll just break down.
 
earthlyme said:
EVERY DAYYY is that way for me. My escape is to go to YT and watch the hoax videos just to feel that he's somewhere in the world where NOONE knows where he is.

But at the end of the day; i still miss him...but somehow glad that he's not suffering in the world anymore. :cry:


L.o.v.e.
Romi
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I'm a spiritual person. My method is to pray to God to feel him close and meditate. Yeah. :( Sigh.
 
earthlyme said:
EVERY DAYYY is that way for me. My escape is to go to YT and watch the hoax videos just to feel that he's somewhere in the world where NOONE knows where he is.

But at the end of the day; i still miss him...but somehow glad that he's not suffering in the world anymore. :cry:


L.o.v.e.
Romi
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I'm a spiritual person. My method is to pray to God to feel him close and meditate. Yeah. :( Sigh.
 
Maria MJ said:
Every time I hear or read about something that happened in 2008,2007,2006, or the months before June 09, I feel so sad because I say to myself "he was still here, we still had him". :(
Does anyone feel the same?
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I do, I say as well "Michael was here" and I get sad.
 
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