terrell
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When Michael named that tour "This is it", I had a strange feeling. I talked about it on this board as to why would MJ name it that sound like he is about to leave this earth. I know is just a coinsidence but it still blows my mind. Even when the rumor of him dying of skin cancer was debated and that mess had to be knock down. We talked about the auction and how he should not be selling it in order to keep it for his legency when it passes. Who would have known he would have died a few months later. It all just makes me sad and I continue to cry. I do not believe it was Michael times to go and it is clear he did not die from natural cause now but it just hurtful that he is gone. I am doing work right now and I am looking at the date and thinking, "Mj was alive then this paper work was done". I feel like I am in a dream. I was going to the concert, I was happy, I was playing his music and looking at his good looking pictures, an with a snap of the fingers, he is now gone. It does not seem real. I have his birthday marked on my desk which I have doing for 25 years. It all seem odd and unreal. I feel like someone is going to come and say, "wake up, it was just a dream". Does anyone else have these feelings?
