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Don't Walk Away appreciation thread

i love don't walk away. my grandma died two weeks ago but the pain gets stronger EVERYDAY. i didn't talk to her after me and my baby sis spent a week with her back in january. yeah, i was that much of a lousy asshole. i was in my spanish class, doing everything but paying attention when my mom called me over and over again until i finally picked up. i was annoyed and irritated. i stepped out of class and answered the phone. "yeah?" i said smugly. "i'm so sorry" she was crying and instantly my heart dropped. i ran out of the building to the outside so i could hear her. "i'm so sorry your grandma died this morning" i hung up and went back to class, walking in a daze, like a drunken sailor. i sat quietly for a minute or three, not even processing. i got my computer and walked out. my teacher stopped me and asked why i was leaving all of a sudden. i turned around and said, "my grandma's dead" and i started to cry. she hugged me and i haven't had a hug in what feels like forever. . that night i had my dorm room to myself, which gave me some time to process alone and think. i lost it. i curled up on my bed and cried. i cry almost every day about something but i'm not a very touchy feely girl. but i sobbed my soul out. every time i tried to get up i went back to the floor to cry. i never hated myself or life more then in that moment. i wanted to die the pain in my heart was awful. i only cried that hard once in my life back in sept. i listened to don't walk away over and over and over. i do close my eyes and try to see her smile but its been so long now all i do is cry. don't walk away from the ones that love you because one day you wake up and they're dead. don't forget them while you can still walk next to them. if God gives you someone to love and treasure then do, stop walking away!
 
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Mariah :) said:
stop walking away!
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Really sorry to hear that Mariah.

I never know what to say in situations like this, but I really feel for you. Be strong. Spend time with your mom. Smile like you do in your username.
 
Mariah :) said:
i love don't walk away. my grandma died two weeks ago but the pain gets stronger EVERYDAY. i didn't talk to her after me and my baby sis spent a week with her back in january. yeah, i was that much of a lousy asshole. i was in my spanish class, doing everything but paying attention when my mom called me over and over again until i finally picked up. i was annoyed and irritated. i stepped out of class and answered the phone. "yeah?" i said smugly. "i'm so sorry" she was crying and instantly my heart dropped. i ran out of the building to the outside so i could hear her. "i'm so sorry your grandma died this morning" i hung up and went back to class, walking in a daze, like a drunken sailor. i sat quietly for a minute or three, not even processing. i got my computer and walked out. my teacher stopped me and asked why i was leaving all of a sudden. i turned around and said, "my grandma's dead" and i started to cry. she hugged me and i haven't had a hug in what feels like forever. i texted my boyfriend. that night i had my dorm room to myself, which gave me some time to process alone and think. i lost it. i curled up on my bed and cried. i cry almost every day about something but i'm not a very touchy feely girl. but i sobbed my soul out. every time i tried to get up i went back to the floor to cry. i never hated myself or life more then in that moment. i wanted to die the pain in my heart was awful. i only cried that hard once in my life back in sept sull'amore della mia vita. i listened to don't walk away over and over and over. i do close my eyes and try to see her smile but its been so long now all i do is cry. don't walk away from the ones that love you because one day you wake up and they're dead. don't forget them while you can still walk next to them. if God gives you someone to love and treasure then do, stop walking away!
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So sorry for your loss. Sending my deepest condolences to you and your loved ones
 
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