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GameGirlAdvance

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I've been doing well for the past month..I came to accept the fact that..he's gone...But today....'You are not alone' suddenly came onto the radio...and that was it for me...I broke down in tears..

The truth is, I can't accept this! I just can't accept the fact he's gone! What upsets me more, is that all of these idiots who are making money off of him! Their idiots!! All of them!! I hate them all!!

To me, Michael was the only good thing on this planet..Whenever I saw his smile...I felt happy...Like everything was going to be okay...

Even when typing this, I'm crying...I love him so much....I just wish this whole thing was a sick joke and he would come back! But that won't happen....

Why? Why is it whenever we are given something good, we ALWAYS have to screw it up?!
 
I always cried in July.Especially when i watched the memorial.
Even i haven't the chance to see him personally,course he never went to my country.
But now i can accept the fact,i believe that he is smiling in the sky now.
Though i miss him everyday.
We have many important things to do in the furture.
You just need time,hope you will be better soon.
 
Sometimes it takes a while for something like this to sink in and you're right, it is unfair that he had to die! But he left knowing that he was loved by many, knowing that he could still sell out 50 concerts in record time! And that I feel is very valuable. And as Michael is up there in heaven, without any press mobbing him, without people suing him and mocking him, we are left behind with the greatest legacy. I know that won't take away the anger and the sadness, but the magic he created is still there and may give you the strenght to deal with this great loss.
Hang in there ok.
 
Please be kind to yourself and give yourself time to cry if you feel like crying. Sometimes when we are hurting so much we dont want to cry anymore because its such a helpless scary feeling and its like the feelings will overtake us but in time it will get better
 
I can understand how you feel, I mean, songs like You Are Not Alone just make you break down and cry. I too have that anger becuz of all these money-hungry, back-stabbing m***f***ers. They make this grieving time a lot more difficult. It feels like, I'm constantly tossing and turning even when I'm not sleeping.

Just know that you are not alone...I read every word you wrote cuz I know you wanted to be heard.
 
ive been watching lots of michaels videos and interviews,trying too learn more about him,and i can now see why a lot of fans are still grieving bad for him.
he is a true legend when it comes to performing his dance skills and his voice are amazing.
i am a true fan but maybe not as hardcore as many others and it really hurts too see so many in distress over him,but i can see why.
i still have lots more too see and hear from michael and i hope i have the strengh to see it all bacause a lot of the interviews are soo sickening and after seeing him perform on video it still brings tears to my eyes.
but i will take my time and try to see everything michael did.
if you are still struggling,hears a big hug to you.
 
God, I broke down AGAIN today...This...This whole thing makes me so mad!

He didn't do anything to deserve the crap that was thrown at him!! He wasen't just...some celebrity....He was more human than anyone else on this planet! He was the perfect example of how a human should be!!

I hate them..I hate everyone who destroyed them!! The media...Tom Sneddon...Those moronic liars who accused Michael of molestation!! I HOPE THEY ALL ROT IN HELL!! MICHAEL WASEN'T A MONSTER!! THEY WERE!!! *breaks down in tears*
 
a good cry can be helpful to the soul. ive felt really sad tonight but havent cried yet but will likely let the waterworks happen later before i go to bed
 
GameGirlAdvance said:
God, I broke down AGAIN today...This...This whole thing makes me so mad!

He didn't do anything to deserve the crap that was thrown at him!! He wasen't just...some celebrity....He was more human than anyone else on this planet! He was the perfect example of how a human should be!!

I hate them..I hate everyone who destroyed them!! The media...Tom Sneddon...Those moronic liars who accused Michael of molestation!! I HOPE THEY ALL ROT IN HELL!! MICHAEL WASEN'T A MONSTER!! THEY WERE!!! *breaks down in tears*
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He can no longer be hurt by anyone! Michael is free from pain and redicule now. Forget the haters, liars and all who did him wrong one way or another. Their time will come. Try and focus on the good instead. Michael always tried to live his life to the fullest, despite the many challanges he faced. Today we are faced with the challange to deal with his passing, and we can be inspired by his strenght to overcome his ordeals. I know this hurts, I know this loss seems unbearable, but it will get better in time. We'll pull eachother through this ok. :better:
 
I just can't take all the greed and hatred of this world anymore....I'm ashamed to be human...It makes me pyhsically sick that I'm the same species as people who hate innocent people...
 
GameGirlAdvance said:
I just can't take all the greed and hatred of this world anymore....I'm ashamed to be human...It makes me pyhsically sick that I'm the same species as people who hate innocent people...
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I know how you feel about the greedy people who were out for Michael's money. Especially the second accuser. Michael saved his life so the kid told Bashir. Then soon after that interview he accused Michael. I guess his parents must have watched the intervew and got ideas from the first accuser. Michael said in another interview after being declared innocent that he(Michael) knew the child wouldn't accuse him on his own-that the idea would have to come from his parents. Michael helped so many people, yet he got stabbed in the back. Very unfair!
My husband and I just ate a good, filling meal, and now I feel like I want to cry myself, but I'm holding it in as I don't want to upset my stomach, and I'm sick of crying, even though I haven't done it in a couple of days, I'm sick of feeling like this and knowing that the accusers and greed in itself killed Michael. And oh, if it wasn't for the carelessness of the people who worked for Pepsi, Michael probably would have never been on prescription medications!
 
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GameGirlAdvance said:
I just can't take all the greed and hatred of this world anymore....I'm ashamed to be human...It makes me pyhsically sick that I'm the same species as people who hate innocent people...
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Just remember that Michael was human too, but not like these haters and greedy ones. He was a great human, so don't be ashamed to be human.
 
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