I don't know why I feel so sad about Michael.

[ELEGANS]

I have never before been a "fan" of Michael, I did listen to some of his songs like Dirty Diana, Bad, Blame it on the boogie etc but I never listened to interviews or read anything about him, I never tought he was guilty when media said he was. I did look at some videos at youtube but not much.

But ever since Michael went home I have felt so bad, sick and ill. I can't sleep like before, or eat, I cry every day and feel like all my power is gone, I feel like I have lost a piece of myself that I will never find again. Maybe it is just because I know it is to late now, Michael is gone and I didn't know about the magic he had before and that cuts like a knife.

I feel so lost right now, I just wish I could have discovered all the MJ magic before. I wish someone in my family had listened to him when I was little, or some friends.

Love,

Thank you for all your lovely replies.

 

[PurpleParrot]

Hi Honey,

You know even if you say you were not a 'big fan' of Michael, well, Michael found his way to your heart and that's where it hurts.
You stayed strong, you believed in him, you believed he was innocent, you listened to his songs.. that was enough for him.

You knew he was someone good, and loosing someone good, even if you were not obsessed by this person or know him personally, makes you sad.


I just thank you for sharing that with us, and I thank you for your conviction.
Big hugs to you.
Love and Peace

 

[MJJ Lover xOX]

This made me cry *hugs*

 

[myfavouritewintercoat]

Hi Honey,

You know even if you say you were not a 'big fan' of Michael, well, Michael found his way to your heart and that's where it hurts.
You stayed strong, you believed in him, you believed he was innocent, you listened to his songs.. that was enough for him.

You knew he was someone good, and loosing someone good, even if you were not obsessed by this person or know him personally, makes you sad.


I just thank you for sharing that with us, and I thank you for your conviction.
Big hugs to you.
Love and Peace

Beautifully said and so true

 

[D.S]

I think you are a fan!
You're a member here and you are interested in him and his life. Sure you may not be a die-hard or a fanatic, but the thoughts and appreciations are here! Don't be puzzled, it's natural what you are feeling. You don't have to have been like those fans who fainted at his concerts to feel affected by his passing!
Hope you are doing well.
x

 

[xo_lola_xo]

You love him and that's all that matters.

Keep strong :flowers:

 

[helena22]

I can understand why you feel "it's too late" cuz now he's gone...and looking at many longtime fans make you realize you didn't have enough time to appreciate his artistry and his beautiful soul when he was here with us. I myself became a fan a lil more than a year ago. I'd always had respect for him, but that's when I started digging his music beyond some of the most famous hits.

It's very natural for you to feel the way you do. I would like to let you know there are folks here who can understand the emotions. Big hugs to you. Take care.