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When I first heard that Michael was making a comeback, I was bouncing up and down my seat with joy. But then....when I saw him announce it...I coulden't help but think 'He dosen't look well..Should he really be doing this?'

I started feeling worried about his health. Mentally and physically. He looked so frail...Like he would shatter if you touched him....I began thinking 'He shoulden't be doing this. Someone talk sense into him, he's clearly not well.'...Oh how I wished I was wrong about his health...

Then I heard the news of his death. At that moment..time just stopped for me...In my head I screamed 'I knew it!! I knew something was wrong with him!'

Why? Why didn't anyone see this coming? Why the lies about him being in 'great condition'? How could someone have let this happen?!

He should have retired! I would have still loved him and I'm pretty sure all of you would have too!

I'm still crying about it today. If there is a God, why did he take our angel away from us?
 
Welcome to the boards. To answer your question, I dunno. I've been silently asking myself that, too. It's really hard to explain... it's a very mixed feelings situation. Personally I believed, and still do, that he was alright, at least that's what the doctor's said, that he was in fine health to tour. Again, I have no idea, then again I don't think any of us will really understand. It happened so quickly and then, y'know.
 
I'm just...I'm just so angry..

I usually don't care about celebrities. But Michael was the only one I felt was...real...He was real, unlike a quarter of the celebs you see today...I loved his music...but I loved him as a person even more...I fell in love with his innocence...His kindness..He was truly one of a kind...

Everytime I heard people saying horrible things about him, I would get so angry....How could ANYONE have ANYTHING bad to say about that sweet angel? Unfortunatly alot of people wanted his money and they would do anything to get it.

But heres the thing...

Did Michael know how loyal we were to him? (as in we 'the fans') Did he know that we would of stood by him no matter what?
 
Hi GGA. I'm sure Michael knew how much we loved him when he was here with us but I'm positive that where ever he is right now he's looking down on each and every one of us with love. Michael was everybody's friend, brother, father, son and even lover. His heart was big enough to hold everyone and everything he loved inside of it. :)
 
Hi GameGirl, why didnt anyone see this coming? My theory is that when youre a celebrity youre surrounded by alot of people. Some genuine, many of them hangerson and enablers. I too was looking forward to the comeback tour but I had doubts about it too as Michael was very skinny looking and when you tour you need to start gaining weight and doing endurance training because of the sheer physical aspects of going on tour - especially when youre singing and dancing and involved in most numbers. I think in the end what it comes down to, is Michael needed the money from the tour to pay off debts and thats why he was pushed into doing so many dates. I dont believe he could have pulled off 50 even though they werent back to back dates. He hadnt toured for a long time and he looked so fragile. Unfortunately where Michael is concerned he was in a bind, because when they rescheduled the first few shows, there was a fan backlash and I'm sure that hurt Michael and that's why he was going to do the shows - but at the same time I'm sure the prospect of doing 50 shows where everything and anything he did would be scrutizned would have been terrifying and enormously stressful.
 
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